(A Bad Boy's Bride) the reason behind the sudden edit

Dear all,

This blog is to inform you that I am not changing my mind about editing the story. This plot had been bugging me to the point where I can see it in my dreams since I completed it. There are times where I'd read the story myself, over and over again, going through every mistake I made in the progress, wondering why did I do that. I have been telling myself that I will not be bothered with the completed stories anymore, but this one just keeps bugging me endlessly.

To be honest, this story really meant a lot to me. The story was created back in 2012. I was young back then. Naive, immature, and totally carefree. The story was still ongoing when I had my finals at the end of the year. Drama happened around me (social problems). It was that something that my family wasn't aware of. I did not tell any of them regarding this matter. One being the fact that I did not want to worry them; two, I just couldn't. I was a fearless teen. My pride was unexceptionally high, and that being the main reason to why I have never shown signs of vulnerability. So I hid it from everyone. I undergone depression alone, I cried secretly behind the doors, I ranted about it somewhere in the internet where nobody knows of, and I decided to pour all the painful feelings into the story. It did lessen the pain, it did lessen the anger that built up. Although there's a scar, it still helped. I brought this story along with me to the following year, until it ended.

Therefore, I've made my resolution. I will edit the story regardless. I simply couldn't stand the fact that my immature writing was the one that brought this story to the top, when there are more stories that deserved higher regards (better recognition) compared to mine.

As to the new readers who just subscribed to the story and was in the midst of reading it, I sincerely apologize for the sudden rash decision without any fair warning beforehand.

To those who left, it was a joyful ride with you guys. Thank you for sticking with me until it ended.

And lastly, to those who are ready for another tearful ride: Thank you.

XOXO TeaMinT

21/11/2015

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turkish87 #1 Nov 29, 2015 06:52:36

I did read your story before.Please don't get mad at me but I don't wanna lie. Your story's plot was kind of disturbing for me because you tried to make jongin deeply in love with her but I didn't feel it.For me jongin's image in your story wasn't a loving guy but only a playboy who wants to get in OC's pants.He keeps cheating on her, he says he loves her but after that he could sleep with other girl so easily.He really didn't change he did keep sleeping around even after her death.I waited maybe you could make jongin lovesick and regret cheating after her death but it wasn't the case.If you really didn't make them end up together maybe I won't have any problem with your story
I don't really know your age but do you know what bad boy means for girls at my age ?It isn't playboy but a guy who is only nice towards his loved one but rude towards other girls.Only teenagers thinks bad boy means playboy and most of them have a thing bad boys beacuse they don't really know reality of cheating and what real love means.Human feelings isn't so simple to forgive someone keeps cheating on.In real life I never ever seen someone who forgive her cheating husband until I began to read fanfictions in this site.I noticed almost all of them teenagers and didn't really experience cheating.The irony is in this site there are authors who write cheating boyfriends and girlfriends who easily forgive them like nothing happened but the very same authors broke up their boyfriends for same matter and says "I can't forgive someone who cheats, he doesn't deserve forgiveness, once a cheater always a cheater".
I wonder the people who comments "the original plot was nice" did they really experience cheating?The scars are so big even that so called love can't heal them.
I hope you can change that playboy jongin a real badboy maybe a problem child who get in fights but not a cheating boy.

BangMind #2 Nov 24, 2015 23:18:33

Your original plot was nice enough but if you edit it then it's still fine.
I never knew you were depressed too...

jj_205 #3 Nov 24, 2015 10:10:28

I read your story a long time ago and although I probably did not comment (I'm forgetful like that DX), this story of yours was one of my favorites (mainly because it's Kai but also because the story was nice and I'm a er for bad boys- anyway)

To say I was on the ride back then would probably be a lie but I will be riding it from now on ^-^

And I read it again around early last month but I had exams around the corner so I couldn't finish it...
I couldn't remember a thing when I reread it O.O
Maybe because it's been too long or maybe because I was going thru puberty when I first read it (puberty ruined me) but I started remembering more of the words, the scenes (because your words brought pictures to my head) and the more I read, the more I started liking it XD

So like, since I'm considered your hoobae, I respect you, your stories (as I am one of your loyal subscribers <3) and your decisions and I look forward to the change ^^
Good luck! Hwaiting!~

jonginsmoan #4 Nov 22, 2015 20:17:30

hwaiting Authornim. we will support you and your story thru the end <3

areumdae #5 Nov 22, 2015 00:34:16

Fighting authornim!! I anticipate it

shin_chaye #6 Nov 21, 2015 22:10:06

We respect your decision author-nim. :)

minjeeed #7 Nov 21, 2015 02:32:51

i respect your decision to edit the story and wish u a good luck for that but when u done editing the story will u upload it again? i love the way the story written and i wont hide my disappointed feelings when i first saw that it was going to edited. i love u and ur stories and i sincerely hope that u will upload the story soon.

_KimHyeWon_ #8 Nov 21, 2015 02:16:57

So is the story going to change?should i read it again?

senaceeexo #9 Nov 20, 2015 21:14:06

You do you girl! If the story needs changing so be it, its only to better the reading experience for us readers. So I cheer you on! I am also sorry you went through a slope in your life, I myself had dealt with a bit of depression and was and still is unable to tell anyone so I know what you're going through. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here
- Fighting!