It's been a long time since I last updated a story and creating new ones. I don't know why, but I seem to lost that interest in writing. Don't get me wrong, but I really love writing. Even my teachers in school praised me for my writing skills. But, its just that I lost that enthusiasm to write and think. Therefore, I went on a looooooong hiatus. My writer's block is getting worse and worse. My sinusitis kept kicking in at wrong moments and now I'm super frustrated at how pain my face is due to blocked sinuses. For the good news, the bullying issue has been resolved once and for all. The bullies were all expelled from school and they're off to some school far far away from here. One got kicked by his parents to boarding school. I actually laughed silently on the inside

As for now, I'm focusing on drawing and studies. The writing will be continued once I have my inspiration back. I also changed my future career from 3D animator to a veterinarian. After self reflecting for quite some time, I found out that I still love animals more than anything else in my life. So, I'm primarily focusing more and polishing up my Chemistry, Biology, Maths. I'm actually pretty weak in Maths tho... I've failed my Maths tests a few times already. But hey, failures are part of life right?

Until now, I still can't forget about my late maternal grandma who has left us a year ago, on September 22nd, 2014. Everytime I go to my aunt's house, where she once resided in, I always expect to see her. But, she's no longer sitting there in her favorite recliner chair. That empty feeling gives me the chills about how short our lives are. Anyway, she fought to kick cancer's for 2 years, which is pretty admirable. On the other hand, my grandma (dad's side) developed osteoporosis due to old age. She couldn't even stand up the other day. I saw her cry due to the excruciating pain (which is a first). My demons kept saying "Its your fault." in my head. I know it wasn't my or anyone's fault, but I still felt regretful on why I did not take care of her better.

I guess this is the end to what I want to say. Thank you...