I think I'm having depression. Help please :(
It just recently happened to me when all of the sudden, I felt so sad. Because of everything. And it happen again right now. I cried because I noticed that among all of my friends, I'm the only one single and like, seriously single as in no one is hitting on me. I've never been in relationship before.. I know, this sounds childish and ridiculous, but when i overly thinking about this, questions like "am I thaaaat ugly?" And "am I that undesirable?" Arose. I think that i am on the average side, not thaaaaat pretty but hey, i'm not ugly either. I'm easy going, friendly and yeah, I can easily make friends anywhere. But this stuff, It makes my self esteem slumped so bad that I don't have the courage to meet people and all that even my best friend. I pretend to be all strong and fine all this time but right now, I'm suffering... I used to be okay with this kind of issue back then but as I'm getting older, this really bug me to death. Anyone having the same problem right now? I'm scared that this will effect me someday. Only god knows what will happen if this continue :(
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