I feel sad :(

I feel sad.. because.. The world is getting near to the end..

It's scary to even think about it..

I have way too many sins 

and I have to fix my prayers..

The question is:

Will I be able to fix all my sins? my prayers and all?

Will I?

Right now, it's haze in my country. Yeah

and for my religion, the haze have 5 stages if I'm not mistaken..

The last stage is black, and we can't see anything(?)

And.. many more things will happen...

And when it's the end of the world, God will close the door for forgiveness

even if you try to seek for forgiveness, at that time.. there is no use already...

now, I'm crying..

I hope I can change myself

and..

I just have one wish..

and that wish is..

TO DIE BEFORE THE END OF THE WORLD

because.. it will be so so so so so(x100000000000000000000000000!!!!!!!!asdfghjkl) horrible!

I'm sure I dont want to face that situation...

anyway... goodbye... I need to eat first (bye)

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DinoPearl_Riza #1
God will always forgive you if you pray sincerely, ive had the similar thoughts since few weeks ago too tbh :> itsokay youre not alone you just need to admit your sins and ask for forgiveness to Him then never do it again, you should pray more too or at least the must prayers(?) Giving helps to the ones who aren't as fortunate as us can help us to clear out our sins too, we just need to do our best, fighting!
omgith
#2
The truly important thing is that you realize you have sinned. There are so many people out there who sin each day and don't care, but you do. I hope you feel better soon. Please do not worry.
"All will be well".
sleepingprince
#3
Everyone make mistakes and commit sins. We are not perfect . But just as long as we continue to ask for forgiveness, reflect on our mistakes, do more good and right deeds , I think it shall be alright. Do not lose faith.
duviet #4
everyone has sins, it's part of the nature. god forgives no matter what you do, there is nothing such as a door, ara. the world won't end in the near future, you don't have to worry about that. then you will be long gone from this planet before the world even decided to end. people don't and cant change from one day to the other.

"goodbye.. i need to ear first" killed me lmfao. but don't cry bb. orz
mochilicious-
#5
Even if the universe got twisted and all that, God will always forgive. He even sacrificed his own son to save us all. It's okay okay to commit sins, as long as you're sorry for them. God will always forgive us. Nobody's perfect.

What's your religion, by the way?