Hi.It's been a long time. Right now i'm just so stressed out. I dont even know how to do this. I dont even know how to settle this issue. Firstly, i'm a student in one of private university. and being in one, you need to have a lot of money, spend a lot and sacrifice a lot. when my dad persuaded me to come here, he thought that the fees were just like 8k - 9k per semester.it turns out to be almost 5k for each semester. and then after a big meeting with the whole family, even my sister's husband, they asked me to stop...and withdraw. okay i can do that but!!! there's 2 problem here...the house and the uni. firstly, i dont know how to break the news. it's just so awkward. and i said i will be here until the end. and look it's not even a few months and i already going. my roommates, they are so precious. it's hard to find great ppl like them in this city. you know when you go somewhere, ppl would be snobby and everything. but here, they welcomed me cheerfully. and everynight we would sit together and spazz over kpop. yeah. they are kpoppers and that's what brings us close. we are multifandom. we share with each other. that's one thing. in the class, i already formed a group and we had to present the demo for this lab instrument....and it's nextweek ans my sister's getting me on sunday. what do i do???? GOD!!!it's hard to break the news because i dont want them to be sad and disappointed and all. why is this sp hard. another one is the uni itself. it's so hard. i had to get the form signed everywhere and it's so messy. cant i not do it? but i had to. i had a talk with my mentor and she said she'll try to ask around. why didnt i see her earlier. why does my sister only give me less than a week????????? this is so miserable dammit. and freaking mosquitos biting me dammit go away.i dont know if there are ppl who's willing to give advice but please. i'm stuck right now. and my usual cheery self is not here. please help me. i'm useless dammit.