I'm aware I haven't written a blogpost in 9 months, and I'm so so so sorry for that!!! >< Please accept my apologies, I've been caught up with life and drama and y'know, that pesky thing called school. I'll probably be updating much more because the school term/year is coming to an end really soon!

I've kind of lost inspiration to write, I guess I had an author's block? I'm the kind who can multitask but I can't do it well, I was able to update a lot last year because all of my heart and soul was focused on exo. Exo was my way of escaping the friendship problems I was facing last year. Thankfully, I've solved them. Let bygones be bygones, right? Unfortunately... This was the year where I was separated from my class and the entire level was reorganised into different classes according to our subject choices, so I got put into a new class. Yeah, I guess that's kind of good, but it didn't really work out that well either... 

So I... may have developed a crush on someone within the first couple of months. And then I realised what an  he was after an accident and I was kind of crying/tearing up while I was walking back to class when someone... came to comfort me in his own way. And I may have fallen for this guy who comforted me. All the way until now, September. Oh, and I may also have become really close friends with this guy.

Yup.

Not good at all.

So yeah a lot of happened and I was too focused on this guy (he is such a troublesome kid I swear) and I eventually lost inspiration and just... I kind of distanced myself from the exo fandom after everything that had happened - Kris leaving, Luhan leaving, Tao leaving and all those rumors and lawsuits. And I've really really gotten into bts lately, hehe... ALRIGHT ALRIGHT please forgive me, I'm not betraying exo or whatever you call it!

I still support Tao a lot, as an individual artist. He is my ultimate bias, and that wouldn't change. Does that mean I've forgotten exo? Not at all! Or.. well... not really? I find it difficult to just... enjoy the exo fandom now. There's so much... stuff, there's too much. I'm sure you guys kinda know what I mean?

I still really like Kaisoo a lot and I read their fics from time to time, and I still follow Kaisoo fanaccounts and what not. But idk, the feeling isn't as strong as it used to be. I kind of want the old exo back... I kind of want OT12 back, but I respect Luhan, Kris and Tao's decision. I'll bet it was hard for them to make the decision too. 

Now onto bts.

YO HELLO ANY ARMYS OUT THEREEEEEEEE? 

I'm still pretty new to bts so I'd really appreciate if someone could just.. summarise stuff for me? I know the basics of course, Rapmon (Namjoon) is a rapper, he's pretty chill and funny and he's got all these philosophical stuff coming out from his mouth all the time. He's the Kris of the group and he's the leader. Jimin's a vocalist (HIS VOICE HIS LAUGH UGH OMG) and he's kind of like Lay. I'm sure everyone is thinking 'whaaaat' but Jimin is a libra too and the way he behaves, slight gestures and actions and what not, it's really the way most libras behave and it's so cute how much he cares for everyone even though it's not obvious. I could go on forever to explain his actions but then again I'm not a pro yet at this fandom stuff. He's also a bit like Kai when he dances and stuff, in terms of the fact that he's always teasing us. For me I think it's dangerous to be a mix of Kai and Lay because he's so likeable AHHHH HELP ME.  

V (Taehyung) is a vocalist too (I think??) and he's kind of like a mix between Lay's y and funny side and baekhyun's beagle-ness! He also seems to be quite smart too? I don't really know much about him, so I'd appreciate a detailed explanation thingy on him! Suga (Yoongi) is a rapper and I heard he's been through a lot of stuff, like facing some financial problems when he was young and almost being kicked out of his apartment. Suga composes lot of of bts songs and his lyrics are pure gold, I tell you. I don't know much about him either, but he's got a bit of Lay, Sehun and Kyungsoo in him.

J-hope (Hoseok) is a rapper and he's got some sick/dope dance moves man ;) He's really funny and bright and positive but I'm sure there's times where he feels down and he has his bad days too. There's just something bittersweet about him, yeah. He's kinda like Chanyeol with Baekhyun and Tao's diva-ness! I don't know much about him either... :( Jungkook is the golden maknae of the group and he's precious asdjkcgbkhdedg he reminds me of Chen and Kyungsoo! There's that cocky side to him and it's really adorable how he jerks his chin and does that eyebrow thing. His obsession with plain t-shirts is admirable... Where does he get all of them man? I'm not too sure about his personality honestly, he gets quite a bit of screentime so you'd think I know him better but... Idk. I can't quite grasp it.