This is not a poem.
I do however
Consider more about
My feelings
Talking about them
Is more Like a hobby
I am either insanely happy
or insanely sad.
I am mostly insanely sad.
Insanely.
I am not a positive person.
Opposite actually.
I am a negative person.
It's an extreme negativistic
I call myself.
There was no
Human
Who stayed
But
an emotion
Called
Depression
Stayed behind
Like a peice of gum
Or a
Fabric paint
A permanent marker
It stained
Depression is a word
But For me.
Depression is not a word
It's my lifelong companion.
Happiness seems nice
Nice things are achieved
Through hardship
I don't like hardship
I rather be depressed
In a mess
Putting adjectives
Like anti
In to social
It's a long journey
You and I
I knew you
For a long
Long
Long
Long
Time
Even longer than
When I found happiness
Even longer than
When I found greed
Even longer than
When I found tears
Of course like
Any other relationships
Ups and down
And Arguments in between
There was a time
When happiness
Came in between us
I cheated
Multiple times
Believing in happiness
I've never found
When you were
Right here
Beside me
Always
I tried
And tried
And tried
To get rid of you
Fragmented peices
Of you
Still remained
Until you told me
You will never
Leave me
Like others do
But I swore to you
That day
I am committed
To you
My dearest.
Happy anniversary ; depression
It's been a long time
You and I
I hope you will love me much as I do
NOTE : this is not a poem.
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