First, my tita gets a twitter. But I made my account after she made one, which is like before I became a Kpop fan. Then she complains how I overreact in twitter and I can't voice out what I want because it feels like I have limitations. And my mom apparently also has twitter, but I don't follow her. I pretend I don't know she has one. Then earlier I tweeted about my mom and FT Island and like she was angry when she chatted with me, telling me I should delete it and I did. 

It's just too much restriction and limitations. Good thing they don't know tumblr or AFF because these are the only places I can vent out without having to think about the things I can't say because my family follows me. But I'm not that active in tumblr anymore because I get addictive, which is bad because I need to have high grades for this sem so I can have my debut/own laptop/trip to Korea (whatever they want).

I just hate all this restrictions and limitations. It's like I want to make another account, but that's just to much hassle, messaging and mentioning all my kpop friends to follow my other account. T.T But if only I could, then iI would.

I just feel like crying because I feel trapped and here I am, being unable to express myself because I have to think that my tita(aunt) and mom are gonna see my tweets.