My wish was to have some who I can tell my most inner feelings and thoughts to (maybe demons too). To tell someone of what I have gone through. To have someone see how I was treated. To see how I break down alone in my room and hate myself for it every single day of my life. To see how I lived my life and how I dealth with the pain for all these years.

This wish has been granted but it's going to take time for me to tell him. But I am getting there. It's something I have to do. It's something I want to do. It's not a need. It's a process of the life cycle. We go around in a circle. Which may include bumpy roads. But we all get through it. Because it's life.

So enjoy, live, and laugh while you still go it. :)