I was really hoping that I would have gotten chapters out before school started and then I had more family issues and then with rennovations going on in my house, I've misplaced my journal. 

And now school has started and I am absolutely exhausted. I'll probably end up sleeping at 8 tonight. Also, I'm probably going to have to start prioritizing my time now. So if I do end up making a chapter, I won't do so until the weekend.

For having college algebra, Chemistry, and Intro to Physics + lab..... people told me I was insane for doing that, but I didn't realize how insane it actually was until I saw how difficult things were going to be. I can already tell you that physics and chemistry will be my main goals for studying because last night, I had my first physics lab, and I paniced because I was like WTF! I couldn't think of jack , I had to rely on my partner.

I hope you all will understand. I hate promising you guys chapters and getting your hopes up and end up having to crush them because I made a promise that I couldn't keep. I just.... I really need to get my together and start doing better in school so I can finally transfer over to my university. 

Everyone says college is a great time, it really is, but don't underestimate the amount of work you have to put in. You'll be very stressed out during times. I even thought about just dropping out because I was so frustrated. I can definitely say that I will rarely be home because I am going to get all the help I can get from tutors.

Just for a example of my Mondays~

Mondays:

Leave for school at noon

1:00-1:50 college algebra (No problem)

Go home for three hours and nap/snack

Go back to school at 5pm

Physics class at 5:45pm-7:00pm

10 minute break + class transfer

Physics lab 7:10-9:50

Get home by 10:20

Eat dinner

shower

do homework and other stuff

Sleep by 1am

and then wake up at 8 for my 10am chemistry lecture class.

Actually fell back asleep for an hour

Rushed to get out of the house by 9:15

Made it to school and had to park in EAST JESUS NOWHERE

and made it to class looking like I got out of the shower because its so hot and humid in AZ right now.

I never felt more drained of energy before. I'm mentally and physically drained. I didn't realize what I got myself into because this is on a every other day basis. 

I hate being a science major. I should have taken East Asian Studies ;A;  but then again, I had 4 years to switch majors, its too late for me to change classes. I'll hopefully graduate in another 2 years. Bachelors by age 24 :D

Farewell for now,

Andy