know what? I respect you girl! you stand on your own two feet in order to feed all your dreams. Doing a part time job while studying wasn't a small matter. You have helped your parents by lessening their burden. Not that because you are too pampered by your parents, but lets just assume, every parents in this world wanted to give the best for their children. Being gratitude towards your parents doesn't always mean about money. Of course, they will be more happy if you are able to wire them some money every month, but then, the main goal is to create happiness by watching their smiles for you. That, could be anything. spending time with them, giving even smallest gift, also can bring smiles on their faces. I believe your parents are able to understand your situation. You have just graduated so its normal if you still in the process of stabilizing your life. Come to think of it, nowadays its hard to find a job. So, himnae! As time goes by, I believe you can create a better life that you have been dreaming to share with your parents dear!

i understand what ur going through but seriously ur doing just fine, just a little confuse, but let me ask you something, what do you really want? what are you good at? think about those and then maybe those answers will lead you to the answers u're looking for,all the best to everything and try not to let depression get u, be positive and strong, hwaiting!!

for the meantime, try something which is related to the course u took, until u finally get what u really wanted, im sure ur parents aren't asking anything from you because they know your situation, im also in the same boat as u, confused but trying to solve the problem, im still there, looking but dont loose hope, we can do this ^-^

what you are experiencing now is somewhat similar to what I've been going through and it's sad that I myself have not yet found the specific answer to the biggest question I've had in my life so far, "What to do next?" I've resigned from the job I don't love (I don't hate it either) and although I know the right thing to do is to find another job, I still can't get myself into doing it. I've wanted to take a break from life, from the everyday routines. Just like you, my parents are supportive of every decision I make and we should really be thankful for that. I myself did not come from a well off family but my parents are very hard working people and they've given me all the things I needed hence I can say I've been "pampered" (but not in the way rich kids are pampered, maybe "comfortable life" is the right term) And just like you, I sometimes think it's the reason why I have the same delimma. I'd like to think it's not the sole reason but I'm sure it did affect the major decisions I've had in life. I imagine myself not having the same supportive parents that I have today, either I'd know what exactly to do and be strong willed to pursue those things (considering the limitations of choices) or exactly have done the exact opposite. But of course, I wouldn't really that until I'll be in that situations. What I'm saying is that I'm not making it as an excuse to slack off and I know you are not either considering you've been working at the same time your in Uni. It's but normal to find yourself in crossroads, it's okay to be unsure of your choices, to feel lost. Everyone gets to experience this but not everyone may not have the same choices that you have today. Sometimes you only need to know that you have to start w/ something, a plan or maybe just an idea then work it out from there. Who knows it might lead you to the things you love or should be doing. I'm sure one of these days, you'll figure out the answer to your question. Fighting!!

You're not bad. You're doing the best you can. Take a breather to remind yourself that you're doing fine. Then start looking at options, seriously consider what you want for the future and how to get there. Once you've made a decision, go for it. :)

Nah chingo you are good enough. I mean you going through all of this alone and having to pay all of this alone is really great. You endured all this pain and responsibility I am really proud of you.
But if you can you should work overseas like UAE and Dubai sonce I am from there and it's really great. But if you want you can work in your country if you hve a place with good job and balance.