warning:i might swear a lot here so.um here's the warning

so yea today i was working on my art and design project on photoshop  which has to be submitted by tommorrow ..and i was really happy with it and all i worked for like more than five ing hours,five fu- on that and now it's all gone...i was hoping to get an A and everything until my sister came and unplugged the charger (this laptop has a problem it will shutdownn automatically if unplugged) so all my work..all those hours and every ing second i spent is now a total waste...it's all gone everything...of course she  did apologize,seriously that er as if apologies are going to restore all my work '-' now i have to stay up all night ,i have other things to do and honestly i just want to die right now ..ugh 

i just...i'm sorry for ranting here guys i m so...  i feel so hopeless right now ,i shed tears over this just now lol ..because five ing hours is no joke..because i probably can't do all that as good as i did especially if i'm staying up late...a lot of badstuff has been happening to me these past days and summer(plays *this summer's gonna hurt like a mother fu****r_by maroon5 as BG*) , i lost my retainer for the second time (my parent's don't know about it yet  since i lost it yesterday and haven't told anyone *secret*) and if they find out their going to kill me with all 'going to the dentist is ing  exve' and all that . besides my teeth is probably gonna get badly affected without it and i wore braces for 2 years.. ..i just want to disappear right now '-' i am so done with this world 

because i can only blame myself i was careless i lost the retainer i was careless i didn't save the file i was working on..at least not everything would be gone (but who saves their work before completing it ,i was going to save until that 'tripped over' the charger ...and there goes all my ing hardwork '-')

and photoshop for some insanely stupid reason doesn't have a recovery option(i have both cs5 and cc2014 i was working with cs5)..ugh why do i have to deal with all this  bull ;n; so does anyone know how to recover unsaved files from photshop ? i swear i will make it my lifegoal to repay anyone who knows and is willing to help me out ...

thank you for reading the whole thing, ur a good person rlly i love you  ;_;

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UPDATE:8/17/2015(the next day after i posted that)

THANK YOU THANK YOU i couldn't say it enought but thank you everyone who helped me get throught the problem

so just in case anyone has to go through what i've gone through again; here's what i did and what i shouldn't have done

-remember that your not alone (a lot of ppl have gone though this b4 and i should have known that earlier but that time i wasn't rlly stable so..)

-talk ur problems,let it all out (places like AFF OR TUMBLR is right,bcuz i don't knw anywhere else where people stay up so late hahah and find a reason why you should do it all again)

-eat ice-cream (to get rid of all that negetivity c;)

-listen to music(and get motivated and be like FYEAH i can do this and this may or may not surprise you but coffee doesn't work on me so yea music is my caffine haha)

-never give up(believe believe believe in urself even if ur work doesn't end like the way u wanted it to,even if you feel like crap,besides don't let the efforts of people  who actually spent time encouraging you go to waste :c=THE main reason why i decided to do it all over again -u- )

-don't eat instant noodles(OH MY GOD THAT WAS HORRIBLE,it made me sick to my stomach and slowed me down and made me feel a bit hopeless e.e)

-take breaks and excerzice (i played just dance for 5 mins lol at 3am okay don't do this if this distracts and u and u might get carried aawaay)

-last minute checks and fixes(i finished around 4 am but i made sure everthing was right and nothing was wrong with my research material took me another hour etc)

yay! I SURVIVED LOL  a big thanks for everyone @u@)

and i had to r ush to take the bus at 7 

and made it 15 mins late for school ...but i submitted it 

and after 5 hrs at school i went home (we have exams going on so we can go home early and i'm not skipping...okay)

when i came home i ate lunch and just  went to sleep @ 2:30 pm  and i woke up today around 6:55 am o_O wierd i know i probably haven't slept that long after years..lol

thanks again everyone :') <3