So basically I have no flicking idea oh to blog ... But imma gonna try ...

    Let me recap the whole week for you ....

   I had a stomach ache because o lactose intolerance ... ( well, SOMEONE decided to have ice cream in the midde of the night ... ) 

coomon flue and sneezing fits ..... MY ING PERIOD DECIDED TO SAY HI ... And I had to write my exams ( friking 6 hour per sub exams !!!) I was hospitalized in the middle of the exam week because I was appearently dehydrate and my glucose level was low ...( YOU HAD ONE JOB LIVER !! ONE JOB !!) basically my immune syste at being a good immune system ..... 

Lets start the next chapter on a more positive note shall we ????

  Sooo ... This new guy moved in to our apartment. I am not usually interested with the lives of tenants living inside the apartment ( mostly they are ALWAYS OLD PEOPLE !)

then why am I interested in this particular tenent you ask? 

     BECAUSE HE FCKING LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE MIN YOONGI OH MY GAWD !!!!!

   He was moving around some cardboard boxes and suitcases , while helping around a middle aged lady. ( who I later found out was his AUNT not his mother ... ) and I was outside ... Staring like a creep at this good looking boy .. 

  Like... He had the same bored sleepy expression .. The same pale pale skin .. The same skinny figure like he was JUST LIKE SUGA !! (But ofcourse my yoongi baby will always be handsomer than this dude. ) 

   Appearently he noticed me noticing him .. He looked over his shoulder and I WAS TRYING MY BEST TO PRETEND THAT I WAS NOT CREEPING ON HIM !!!!!! But obviously he raised his eyebrow suspiciously and bloody walked  in front of me ..

PLEASE DONT COME HERE MISTER !!! I DO Not LOOK GOOD ! I AM NOT EVEN WEARNG MAKE UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO AWAY . GO AWAY. I WAS NOT LOOKING AT YOU. I WAS LOOKING AT ... I WAS LOOKING AT THE CHIMNEY !!!!!! Oh we don't have a chimney !!! 

The guy who look like min suga :

something wrong ..? Miss...

ME:    Oh nothing ... It's just .. You remind me of some one.     ( smooth ... Really smooth ...)

the guy who look like min suga :

oh ~ I'm curious ?    * raises eyebrow ily *

ME : * poker face*.   ( I CANT TELL HIM THAT HE LOOKS LIKE A KOREAN CELEBRITY !!! HE WILL THINK I AM CRAZY !!!).  

Uh .. MY DEAD BROTHER  !   

the guy who looks like min suga :

I'm sorry for your loss  ... It must've been painful  ( he looks genuinely concerned ) 

ME :      Yeah ... Yeah ... It was ...

The guy who looks like suga :

It was not fake empathy  ... I know what it feels like .. I lost my mother too  * places his hand on my shoulder *  

ME : 

( OH MY GOD . This is getting too sentimental and serious !! )

( and no ... I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU FEEL LIKE ... Because the problem is .... I DONT EVEN HAVE A BROTHER DAMMIT !!!!) 

Guy who look like min suga : 

i am sorry ... Your colour doesn't look right ... I must remind you of your brother a whole lot ... I'm going to go okay ?

   He waves at me and disappears to his apartment. I wave at him awkwardly and got on to my apartment shutting the door behind my loudly ...,

           SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME RIGHT NOW !! PAINLESSLY AND QUICK AS POSSIBLE !!!!

Seriously ....? 

      " you look like my dead brother ..." 

    Oh god in heaven ....  WHY CANT I EVEN LIE PROPERLY ?!?!?  

             He rreaaallly thought that my brother is dead ... I lied to a innocent person ... I lied to a handsome innocent person ..... I AM A HORRIBLE WOMAN OKAY ?!? 

      It's okay ... It's okay ... We are not going to actually meet each other again  ...................,,RIGHT ?

    OH HONEY , YOU ARE DAMN WROOOOOONG !!

        It was a gloomy Monday morning ( pay attention to the adjective )  seriously ? Why can't someone officially ban Mondays from the calendar FORVER ?!? ( I'm looking at you ... Mr. OBAMA !!! Make it happen !) I was walking to our college with my mum at SIX IN THE MORNING.     

     And suddenly I realised the guy walking in front of me was THE GUY WHO LOOK LIKE MIN SUGA !!

        Okay .... I changed my mind .... I FRIKING LOVE MONDAY MONINGS NOW !!!  I don't complain when I get to stare at neighbourhood Oppa 's bum and biceps as the first thing in the mornings ( AND HONEY .... Those biceps look DAAAAMN FINE !!!) 

        It was the second time I saw him. And mind you .... We live in the REAL WORLD not in a K-drama fantasy. In dramas when the girl and boy live in the same apartment complex they get to meet each other often right ? ( like in you who came from the stars !)   I am here ... Back in reality ...  Telling you ... THAT ROMANTIC NEVER HAPPENS IN THE REAL WORLD !  I don't even know the face of the neighbor who lives next to us ! 

                                   Soooo ... Back to that oppa's biceps ...... 

Let me give you bit of information about the routes we were supose to take ...

~ I was suppose to continue walking in lane A to get to my college 

~ guy who look like min suga was supose to cross the road from lane A TO B to get to where the he was going 

      AND GUESS WHAT .... 

            I WAS SO INFATUATED WITH HIS BICEPS AND I CROSSED THE ROAD WITH HIM!!!!!

      My mum noticed that I was not by her side anymore and she screamed from the other side of the road basically yelling ! ( trust me ... Asian mums are SO LOUD !) 

     " THE COLLEGE IS THIS WAY YOU IDIOT ! What are you dooooing ?!"

            I cannot even .... I am so unable to even ... I am having difficulty to even ,.. 

The guy who looks like min suga turned 180 degrees and stares right in my eyes ( I swear ... Lasers were coming out of his eyes ...) 

      " are you lost .... Missy ?" 

  YEAH ... YOU COULD SAY THAT I WAS LOST IN YOUR BICEPS!!!!!

       I did what what a rational , educated young lady would do ... 

            I RAN FOR MY PANTS !!!! 

 Basically my intention for putting this blog 

1) I was bored ... Tee hee 

2) I felt like some of us forget to be a child. There are so many idealistic systems in society and I understand that we do that we usually don't get a choice. But remember we only live once ... Be whimsical for once ... Be daring for once .. Be free for once... I know it's hard to be yourself all the time but give it a try. 

    Okay ... It will end up horribly like for me .... Or maybe ... It will be the BEST desicion you made .... 

Look ... I have a fun story to tell you .., about the stupid things I've done or the embarrassing things I've done .. 

But nobody sits around to listen to how perfect you were or how decent you were .... In the end it's all about experiances and recollecting those events. If you don't have those daring , fun , illegal , stupid experiences what are you going to recollect when you are older ? 

Listen to me when I say your youth will be lasting for a few years ..... 

I'm not here telling you that I am perfect . I do have my days when I feel embarrassed to do weird things , I do have restrictions from society , I don't love myself as I should , I have a long way to figure out myself .... KIM TAEHYUNG INSPIRED ME TO DO WEIRD ON A DAILY BASIS !!! 

3)  try to not to lie. Look ... I am not the perfect example for a person who do not lie. As you read earlier I LIE A WHOLE LOT !!! BUT I AM TERRIBLE AT IT !!!! Lying sometimes can be a instinct ! You can lie without thinking and that's okay! But lying is ... Deceiving ... And the person who is lying feels more pain than the person who is being lied to ... And ofcourse ... You have to lie a thousand more lies to cover up your earlier lies ... And things get complicated and .. It's becomes a total mess !!!! I am trying to say the truth as much as possible now !! 

4) I am hungry lol ....  I brought three mangos from the farmer's market . When I brought them they looked soo ripe but when I came home and cut them ..,,, THey were raw ... Soo ....,, I'm STARVING !!! 

  You have come to the end of this blog wise one .... You are equipped with useless random facts about your stupid shameless sensei and you are ready to face the world ....

    * sad Japanese flute music playing and cherry blossoms falling dramatically in the background * 

Until next time wise one .... We shall meet again... 

* a unicorn magically appears *    * gets on to the unicorn *      * puts on shades*   * disappears *