i have this particular habit...

whenever i have too much things running through my head..

i would try to seclude myself from everyone...

i'll start to be someone that i dont even know...

and i would plug in my earphone, blast it to almost full volume and keep repeating a song that i can relate with my current particular situation...

just like now...

i'm listening to VIXX Error and i keep replaying it...

i think i do have some error somewhere in my head...

to be honest i hate this feeling...

a feeling where i need to bottle up everything to myself and hopping tomorrow everything will gone...

i dont have elder sister to talk with... or a little sister to share with...

and i start to write...

i dont know who will read this, who will respond to this blog post...

but seems like this is the only medium where i can vent out...

it doesnt matter if nobody ever respond to my blog post...

as long as i can write something to ease the burden that have been torturing me this whole long day...

no harm and keep smiling..

maybe i'm thinking too much...

maybe i should get rid of the negativity in my mind...

i'm in need to summon the positivity ^^

9th August 2015, Sunday, 0028