maybe I'm now like a person who wears a mask with a big smile every time I get out from my room.

should I wear a mask so as not to worry the people closest to me?

but I don't know when I have to let go of this mask. probably because it was used?

although this pain in my heart, I will keep smiling.

though I will not be the same with me before, I will try to wear masks and play roles that I look like me who normally.

even in the room I was crying and could not stop, I'll keep smiling.

perhaps as see me now, he would say I was crazy. cry but laugh. yes, that's me now.

~Mita~Della~