x-treme。; song lila (리라)。
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Song lila
( whimsicow /san / 8.5 / イッカク。 )
the basics
( full name ) : song lila
( nicknames ) :
• lyre // because of the versatility of korean, her name can also be prounced as lyre, an instrument commonly seen in greek mythology (most noticibly, apollo.) because of her gifted talent for music, this is quite suitable for her. // her parents, peers.
• hipster // lila is someone who sticks out, with her retro sunglasses and vintage outfits from thirft stores. an old polarid around her neck, lila practicallty defines what a hipster truly is. // peers.
• duckling // the shortened form of "the awkward duckling", she is shy and lacks the confidence to go up to people and start comversations with them. // parents.
• princess leila // a play on her name and princess leia fron star wars. noted because of her extreme fondness towards star wars. // fans, parents.
• hey there, de-lila // lila adores guitars, and fanshave associated this with the song by Plain White Ts. // fans.
• musical prodigy // lila is talented with instruemnts. // fans, parents.
• musical prodigy // lila is talented with instruemnts. // fans, parents.
( dob) : 20 • 05 • 93
( birthplace ) : seattle, washington, u.s.a.
( hometown ) : seattle, washington, u.s.a.
( ethnicity ) : korean-american.
( religion ) : atheist.
( languages ) :
• korean / self - explanatory/ fluent.
• english / she's lived in america for nearly eighteen years. / fluent.
( height ) : 160 cm.
( weight ) : 42 kg.
( blood type ) : b.
( appearance ) : lila is quite average-looking, or so she thinks. she wants people to like her more for her talents rather than her face, so she avoids fancying herself up. the most she'll wear is probably lipgloss and eyeliner--occasionally blush.
her hair is medium-dark brown, always cascading down in waves. sometimes, she'll mix it up--dye it red, or auburn, or perhaps a light brown--but nothing too radical, like blonde. sometimes, she'll just tie it into loose ponytails, or braid them.
her hair is medium-dark brown, always cascading down in waves. sometimes, she'll mix it up--dye it red, or auburn, or perhaps a light brown--but nothing too radical, like blonde. sometimes, she'll just tie it into loose ponytails, or braid them.
when asked about her favorite features, lila doesn't know what to say, for she doesn't exactly take the time to admire her appearance and decide what she likes best. so she'll usually throw out something random unknowingly—eyes.
most netizens point out that lila's most prominent features are the far-away look in her eyes, and the dreamy smiles that accompany it; the way she seems so relaxed in a world full of fast-paced action and bright lights.
the face
( fc ) : juniel.
( backup fc ) : park sora.
( style ) :
everyday uses have never changed since high school. lila is fond of retro and vintage dresses, contemporary styles, and simplistic apparel. polka dots, stripes—prints and patterns brighten her days. she's fond of layering; scarves on coats on cardigans on long-sleeved shirts. anything with a collar is instantly a win for lila.
fancy events aren't too complicated her. lace, ribbons; short and sweet. lila isn't comfortable with revealing too much skin—prim and proper is what she aims for.
when working her hardest, she enjoys sweats, joggers, leggings, and a loose t—along with her favorite pair of black nikes.
trips far, far away require comfortable clothes, so lila keeps to her wacky or simple ts (usualy found in urban outfitters, american apparel, or occasionally the thirft store for "gems"), and casual jeans or shorts. no need to be dressed for long flights, right?
( extra ) : -
the chronicle
"your face is quite aesthetic."
( personality traits ) :
positive : calm, easy-going, appreciative, perseverant,
neutral : ditzy, dreamy, dilligent.
negative : easily distracted, shy, unsociable, awkward.
( elaboration ) :
dreamer; stargazer; the wallflower who prefers trees to blossoms; song lila. those who meet her either don't know anything about her (for she is shy, and wishes to keep quiet) or they remember her as a very bizarre person who seems like a mix of insanity and intellect.
lila's reserved persona may cause people to think that she is cold and nonchalant. this is highly a misconception, for she is more or less, afraid of talking and conversing to strangers. she is not someone who starts conversations or initiates, no matter how close she is to whoever she is talking to. lila is no perfectionist, but she does not want to mess up a fluid conversation or accidently kill it. she despises making people uncomfortable, and strives to make them feel relaxed and firendly around her.
once the barriers of shyness are broken down, lila comes out as witty and playful, easily adjusting to any kind of person. her words never aim to hurt; only trying its best to bring out the best in people. she is calm, level-headed, and likes seeing both perspectives on any problems that arise—it's no wonder that many people go to her for her unbiased advice and compromises. she likes taking care of those younger than her, and repeatedly spoiling them with gifts and treats. one could call her the "mother" by how much she pays attention to her dongseungs and spends time with them, never rejecting their offers.
she is passive, disliking arguments and will not hesitate to comply. she'll take "no", and does what her dongseungs' request from her. lila doesn't mind, gladly helping others out with a sincere smile. this is one of her largest flaws--her passiveness. opinions can be shoved in her face, yet she will not get angry or sad; she will stay neutral, and continue on. she can be ridiculed for the way she dresses and her so-called "talent", and does not respond back to hate. in any cases, she will not fight back for what she thinks is right, or defend herself from negative attacks. lila merely accepts it, and dismisses it with a flurry of her hands.
lila is not a realist. she is a dreamer, her head in theclouds and her eyes wavering somewhere else. when things don't go the way she plans them, disappointment is evident in her face—though she tries her best to mask it.
"are you real?"
"Yes, why?"
"then why are you so...flat? there's no spice, no kick; you're just...there. nothing really stands out."
the first time lila hears that, it hurts. the second time, she's called a mannequin doll--not alive, just plastic standing in one place for people to see. she wants to be lively and jubilant like the other girls, who can batter their eyelashes and laugh so prettily, who show off their curves to the boys and gain all the attention from the fans despite negative anatics. is being good in music not good enough? does music require a soul, a pretty face, and loud voices?
"you're in the idol insutry, what do you expect?'
and so lila tries. she observes the other girls with keen eyes, pushing down jealousy that rises up, and tries to be all cheery and active like them. she tries to be whiny and childish; bright-eyed and attentive; enthusiastic and outgoing. it never works, though...maybe she'll just eat this jealousy for breakfast, and wash it down with water. she'll remain quiet on-screen, and bubbly in the dorm, she supposes. (that's really the only place besides home that lila feels like herself.)
the chronicle (2)
"do the stars ever lose their ways back home?"
( background ) :
she is only child, a precious girl born on 5.20--"i love you" in chinese. from the moment she is born, her parents have treasured every inch of her, treating her like the only gem in their lives. she comes from a middle-class family in seattle, living her life modestly and enjoying every inch of the scene.
she shows talent for music at a young age. she is interested in the piano as a child, tottering over and banging on the keys. the giggles of delight and the use of pianos instead of pans seem to trigger wonder in her parents. she is five when she begins her lessons in the music shop down the street, and eight when her parents buy her a second-hand piano. she is ten when she picks up guitar, and twelve when the bow touches the strings of her cello. she loves music, everyone can see it.
she does not talk much to the other children, usually spending her time inside the house, practicing. her parents, overwhelmed by her passion, does not interrupt her. her best friend is soon her guitar, while her cello and piano remain as close friends.
she is raised in seattle, a haven of artistic talents. the streets are lined with paintings and graffiti, and bands play virtually everywhere. each person has their specific preference of music—rock, classical, jazz, or pop—and each person has their own style of art—modern, impressionism, abstract, or cubanism. the healthy environment nurtures her, and she soon finds her own style of music and art— indie.
she plays bossa-nova in libraries and cafes, while juggling her aps and essays. accoustics are for the weekends, and covers are a rare treat. she does not sing; she plays. she uses the heel of her foot to kick the floor, creating a steady rhythm as her fingers strum the strings.
"why don't you sing?"
"my voice isn't good enough," she sheepishly says.
"have you ever tried?"
she tries. it's difficult at first, trying to sing while you play, but she tries, and it works. her voice is soft; a lithe lullaby that rings on high notes and stands out on lows. she is not a professional, or a prodigy at singing, but it works, and people enjoy.
"have you ever thought about auditioning for a company?"
"how..?"
"in korea, duckling. i know you love music, and it'd be a great opportunity for you."
"But...i don't want to join the k-pop industry, or whatever. can't i just stay in seattle and make it here?"
"that's...the thing, duckling. economics went down again. your mother and i, unfortunately...let's just say we're looking for new ground. it's okay though, lila; incheon will be a whole new site for you to develop your artistic identity. who knows; you might begin to even enjoy mainstream pop."
"my voice isn't good enough," she sheepishly says.
"have you ever tried?"
she tries. it's difficult at first, trying to sing while you play, but she tries, and it works. her voice is soft; a lithe lullaby that rings on high notes and stands out on lows. she is not a professional, or a prodigy at singing, but it works, and people enjoy.
"have you ever thought about auditioning for a company?"
"how..?"
"in korea, duckling. i know you love music, and it'd be a great opportunity for you."
"But...i don't want to join the k-pop industry, or whatever. can't i just stay in seattle and make it here?"
"that's...the thing, duckling. economics went down again. your mother and i, unfortunately...let's just say we're looking for new ground. it's okay though, lila; incheon will be a whole new site for you to develop your artistic identity. who knows; you might begin to even enjoy mainstream pop."
she arrives in incheon when she is eighteen; lost, naive to this strange world of people that look like her. whereas seattle is quiet, raining every other day, incheon is bustling with cars and lights, loud noises surrounding her. it's certainly new—almost disturbing. they settle down, and her parents manage to find jobs within a good span of time. she signs up for Seoul university, majoring in music and minoring in literature. her mother has taught her korean ever since she was seven, and strictly korean in used in the household, so she speaks, writes, and reads with no trouble.
she begins posting the videos on youtube after discovering loop recording. it's fascinating, really. she records beats, repeats them, and merges them with another sound. through this, she can sing, play the piano, cello, and guitar "at the same time", while knocking her fist on the table to create a steady beat. she does covers of popular songs in a bossa-nova style, and soon, her views climb up, until she's quite well-known under the username somethingthatsoundspretty. the covers turn into original songs, and she is praised for her poetic lyrics. her face, however, is never shown in the videos; only her hands and her instruments. it sparks curiosity in netizens, wondering who owns this talent.
she is hesitant to say yes when an entertainment company offers her a contract, showing interest in her ability as a singer and music producing abilities. her parents urge her to accept, but she wavers—she is born and raised in the indie scene; it is absurd to throw someone like her into the mianstream world.
"this is a chance for you to finally make friends, duckling. you can't hide in our house all day; you need to communicate. besides, if you try to make it out in your little indie world, no one will know you. why not seize the oppurtunity, do what they want you to, and then make your own music, when you've already become well-known?"
"this is a chance for you to finally make friends, duckling. you can't hide in our house all day; you need to communicate. besides, if you try to make it out in your little indie world, no one will know you. why not seize the oppurtunity, do what they want you to, and then make your own music, when you've already become well-known?"
she accepts the offer. the moment she steps in the grey building, gone are the days of coffee shop daydreams and library romances; she is here, now, in the world of glam and glitz, a world much different from her own safe bubble.
it's frightening, really.
the inside
"fairy lights and cotton sheets; where dreams are made and kept alive."
( likes ) :
— star wars // it's the only non-indie/hipster thing that she kinda adores.
— autumn // the leaves are falling, the air is cooler, and everything is transitioning. time for scarves and beanies! and strolls in the parks, too!
— polaroids. // instant memories, perfect for nostalgic moments.
— words // words are so versatile. some are pulchritudinous, while others are quiet drab. she especially likes dictionaries, always encountering serendipities when searching for a specific synonym.
— k-indie // a genre full of wonders, she adores it because of how inspirational or relaxing it can be.
— pastels // they're such pretty colors, the thinks.
— wanderlust // her dream is to just walk around, oberserving people's happiness and writing a song about it. maybe take pictures, too.
— poetry // her favorite is "There will come soft rains."
— coffee // they call it seattle's best coffee for a reason.
— rain // rain reminds her of seattle, and rain makes her want to curl up in plush blankets at just be lazy.
( dislikes ) :
— fast-paced things // lila likes taking things slow.
— awkwardness // a thing that lila's trying to stop doing.
— insects // who doesn't?
— math // what
— flashy or racy material // she's quite conservative.
— physical activity // heh.
— scary movies // this is unaesthetic.
— people who make loud noises. // she'll probably politely ask them to pipe down a little.
— strawberries // gross.
— perfectly organized and spotlessly clean places // the dorm has to have some sort of small mess and slight disorganization. homes that are wiped down with bleach and look pristine don't look very cozy and comfortable.
( hobby ) :
—writing // she is a dreamer; this is how she displays her errratic thoughts and relives stress. this is where all her inspiration goes to, and the start of a new song.
— composing // nicknamed as music prodigy, lila loves messing around with her loop recorder and trying out new combinations and sounds. she can literally spend a whole day in her room just playing with them.
— reading (specifically classic literature) // a mug of coffee, vonnegut, and a rainy day are her ideals.
— taking selfies // (it's a guilty pleasure.)
( fear & phobia ) :
— trypophobia // there's no scientific or psychological reason for those that have it. the fear of clusters of small holes, lila feels sick at the sight of bubbles, sponges, bone marrow, honeycombs, and so forth. (((note to self, do NOT google.)
— social phobia // as an antisocial child, lila has been rendered unable to make conversations for fear of messing up or not knowing what to say. she's working on it, but every once in a while, things grow quiet and awkward because she doesm't know how to respond.
—someone critisizing her music. // lila puts precious time and effort into what she does, making sure that she can do the best as possible. it hurts her pride and confidence when someone talks bad about it—she can tolerate people talking trash about her, but not her music.
( habit) :
— fingers playing with the edge of her shirt or dress when nerous. // she doesn't notice it, but it's a way to somewhat relieve a bit of tension.
—locking herself inside her own room when she is upset // though this happens only once in a blue moon, lila will refuse to talk, eat, or go out for that time period.
—cleaning the house when she's distressed // it distracts her and cleans the dorm. two in one deal.
— blinking repeatedly after being asked a question. // usually, she is caught off guard and takes some time to process her thoughts.
— touching other people's hair // it's a comforting thing, and it feels nice. nothing bad about that, right?
— blanking out // she's been caught daydreaming. oops.
— blanking out // she's been caught daydreaming. oops.
( trivia ) :
— favorite artists / casker, vodka rain, lucite tokki, clazziquai project.
— yt is somethingthatsoundspretty, twitter is @songsfromlyre.
— yt is somethingthatsoundspretty, twitter is @songsfromlyre.
— adores the color rose-gold.
— knows how to sew.
— rumor has it that lila once had a crush on a girl.
— her inspirational song is sentimental scenary's spring breeze.
— wishes that she was taller.
— wants to learn russian or german.
— allergic to tree nuts.
— lila enjoys making puns and jokes, sometimes, very corny ones.
— secret guilty pleasures are korean dramas.
— is an extreme fangirl of girls day.
— the first time lila tried to dance, she fell on her and sent the whle room laughing.
— if she wasn't an idol, she'd be a writer or a coffee-shop owner.
— her favorite number is 9.
— her favorite number is 9.
— there are rumors that she has dated in university.
— she is close to fnc entertainment and its idols, for she was a trainee there for a couple of months. many seem to ship her and yonghwa of cnblue.
the dearest
"you're my north star, no matter what you do."
( family members ) :
— father// song jinkuk (luke) // 08.29.71 // accountant // cheerful, encouraging, fun // bae yong-joon
though her parents were only in their early twenties when they conceived her, lila grew to love them. growing up with your dad still in college was strange, but lila didn't mind. she was there for him when he graduated, there when he shed the old "college playboy" look for a more professional look, and there when he gave up his drinks and cigerettes. her father guided her through life, telling her random tidbits of philosophy that he learned in college, and making sure that she was always happy. he didn't expect her to get the highest grades, or to have her life all organized—he just wanted to see her smile every second. and so she did. he encouraged her to go, bought her first piano, and suppported his daughter with a full heart.
though her parents were only in their early twenties when they conceived her, lila grew to love them. growing up with your dad still in college was strange, but lila didn't mind. she was there for him when he graduated, there when he shed the old "college playboy" look for a more professional look, and there when he gave up his drinks and cigerettes. her father guided her through life, telling her random tidbits of philosophy that he learned in college, and making sure that she was always happy. he didn't expect her to get the highest grades, or to have her life all organized—he just wanted to see her smile every second. and so she did. he encouraged her to go, bought her first piano, and suppported his daughter with a full heart.
"if it gets tiring, you can stop." he said. "no matter what you do, i'll be here for you."
— mother // cha junghwa (june) // 04.27.72 // highschoool english teacher // worrywart, loving, slightly strict, gentle // jin kyung //
her mother didn't want her to make the same mistake she did—getting drunk and accidentally pregnant at twenty—and so she tried her best to set strict rules on her. but alas; her daughter was a free spirit, just like ther from the old days, and she finally relented with a suggested from her husband. she, was the one who gave lila the name. something both easy to pronounce in english and korean, yet retaining a pretty meaning. (night; as mysterious as the sky, but still managing to shine brightly.) she worries much about lila being alone, due to her shy nature, and constantly calls to check up on her.
"you're always welcome back home, duckling."
( friends ) :
— closest male idol friends
// lay // 10.7.91 // exo // aloof, gentle, understanding, cheerful // both alike in personality and interests, yixing and lila became quick friends. they met backstage at music bank, bumping into each other after wandering around to look for an exit. lila is one the few people that yixing rants to, and yixing is one of the few that listen to lila's worries and struggles. both shy and reserved, the two can be seen quietly chattering in a corner, occasional laughter slipping out between them.
// lay // 10.7.91 // exo // aloof, gentle, understanding, cheerful // both alike in personality and interests, yixing and lila became quick friends. they met backstage at music bank, bumping into each other after wandering around to look for an exit. lila is one the few people that yixing rants to, and yixing is one of the few that listen to lila's worries and struggles. both shy and reserved, the two can be seen quietly chattering in a corner, occasional laughter slipping out between them.
// yongguk // 03.31.90 // b.a.p. // mature, straightforward, passionate, intellectual // yongguk had known her since her pre-debut days. her loop-acapella cover of rain sound had grown increasingly popular, and he was impressed by her talent. flattered, lila replied back with a sincere thank you. yongguk began a conversation with her, and the two grew to be close. they tend to discuss genres of music and lyric composition, sometimes devulging into philosophical discussions.
— closest female idol friends
// irene // 03.29.91 // red velvet // sweet, enthusiastic, bright, bubbly // joohyun had initially approached her, congradulating lila on her debut. taken back, lila had mumbled a set of incoherent formalities, striking the former odd. joohyun serves as her senior, giving her tips on survivng the k-pop world and encouraging her. lila, in turn, voices out her opinions and criticisms when joohyun asks her to. lila never fails to tweet a message promoting joonhyun and red velvet's comeback, while joohyun always remembers to tweet about lila and x-treme's comebacks.
// lim kim // 01.21.94 // soloist // dorky, shy, charming // yerim is one of lila's younger friends. as an avid fan of lim kim back in her trainee days, she was eager to befriend the soloist. because of their shy and unsocial personalities, the two clicked almost instantly. they're constantly together; eating, shopping...occasionally, yerim would visit lila, and they would duet together with their guitars
— closest oc friends
// park rian // 06.20.93 // majoring in bioengineering at uni. Of seattle // logical, realist, caring, impatient // esom // rian is lila's best friend. though they live in separate countires, rian never fails to message lila every day. like many seattle kids, rian was musically gifted, usually playing with lila on her viola at cafes and libraries. however, she deemed it as a mere hobby, and went on for a more practical path. while lila is an air-headed daydreamer, rian is the anchor who snaps sense into her. when lila is deeply troubled or overexcited about her fantasies, she goes to rian, knowing that rian has the best advice.
— closest oc friend // kang jihyuk // 09.15.93 // majoring in music at uni. Of seoul. & in a band. // reckless, loud-mouthed, rebellious // bang sungjoon // while studying at uni. of seoul, lila befriended this handsome fellow. jihyuk is passionate about rock, forming his own band and playing gigs at local clubs. known as the "badboy" of seoul, the two differ in an overwhelming amount of ways. nonetheless, they clicked instantly. lila was invited to play her cello sometimes, while jihyuk played his guitar. the pair was heavily shipped at the university, much to lila's embaressment. they still keep in contact; jihyuk teases lila for losing her indie, bohemian roots, while she makes snarky remarks about how he needs to be famous and give off signed autographs on fangirls' .
the outside
"you get the milk, and i'll get the coffee; sunday mornings have never been so nice!"
( stage name ) : lila.
( position ) : main vocalist.
( backup position ) : main....dancer...?
( stage persona ) : bohemian princess.
( fanclub color ) : #C8A2C8 | lilac
( fanclub name ) : delights
( singing twin ) : park shinhye.
( dancing twin ) : miss a's fei.
( rapping twin ) : -
( extra talent ) : instruments.
( extra talent twin ) : juniel.
( trainee years ) : * 4 years.
( trainee life ) :
lila had faced low self-esteem during her trainee days. though she could sing, it wasn't as good as all the other trainees, and she certainly couldn't dance for her life. she has never been separated from her family before, and she didn't develop many friends. lila could always hear the other trainees mumbling "why is she here" and things such as "she's not that good". suffocated, lila would often escape to somewhere quiet and just write poetic meanings to calm herself down.
during her first year of trainee life, lila waas moved to fnc, where she could extend and improve her musical abilities—her strongest asset. the company warmed her greatly, and lila was thrilled with the event. she practiced with the fellow FT Island and cn blue members, developing friendship with the future aoa girl group. however, this was short-lived, for she was transferred back after half a year. nonetheless, the experienced bolstered her confidence, and she trained harder than ever.
her voice, though not strong, is praised for being lithe and sweet. unlike the other vocalists, her voice is dreamy and airy, clear at high notes and low ones. she is no powerhouse, but lila is well-suited for many pop-ballads.
during her first year of trainee life, lila waas moved to fnc, where she could extend and improve her musical abilities—her strongest asset. the company warmed her greatly, and lila was thrilled with the event. she practiced with the fellow FT Island and cn blue members, developing friendship with the future aoa girl group. however, this was short-lived, for she was transferred back after half a year. nonetheless, the experienced bolstered her confidence, and she trained harder than ever.
her voice, though not strong, is praised for being lithe and sweet. unlike the other vocalists, her voice is dreamy and airy, clear at high notes and low ones. she is no powerhouse, but lila is well-suited for many pop-ballads.
her dance skills have been improving; a significant discovery in jazz and ballet led to her passion for dancing. she is not the best, but her geniune love for music and good rhythm from years of playing instruments have override her flaws.
the interview
"i think..if you believe, then you'll do it. stay strong, no matter what happens."
( your family member is sick and their current situation is at risk, you want to visit them and stay next to them but you are in the middle of a promotion. what is your reaction and attitude, and also, what are you going to do ) :
i've always been a calm person, so my first reaction would be to worry, but think of what to do. i would try my best to remain composed and stay optimistic about the whole ordeal. i would most defintely call every time i'm free, even if it's only ten-thirty minutes, to make sure that my mother or father is stable. i would try my best to make weekly visits, because there's bound to be a free day during the week—i'd also bring some food and floers, and maybe a few things or two to make the place feel like home. during my nights, if we arrive home early, then i'd set up a webcam to chat with my parents.
( your ceo let you to date an idol without keeping it secretly. would you rather make your relationship open to the public or tend to keep it as a secret and why ) :
i think people deserve to know the truth. how is loyalty between idols and fans made, if we have to keep it a secret and lie? i think keeping it hidden would only bring more hurt to the fans; rather, telling them as soon as things are settled would be the best, in my opinion. though many hate comments may arise, trust is ideal for a good relationship between idols and fans. in my past observations, fans may become hurt or feel "betrayed", but gradually, over time, they learn to accept it and calm down. i think it's better to have a mature fandom, rather than a large, childish fandom that cannot comprehend that idols are human, like them. (take a look at yg family. tablo has a child, yet everyone is calm and loves them even more.)
( some people mentioned you on your social media and tells you that they don't like you or complain about you. what are you going to do about it ) :
i admit, i am passive. there have been youtube comments about how my voice was unfit for the song, and trainees have made negative comments. i have learned to not let them affect me; music is my passion, and i cannot let words hinder me from performing my absolute best. i will mention that i'll work harder to show you different sides of me. many people have different tastes, and perhaps it is this concept that does not suit me, or meerely because they are not interested in this genere.
( you are fighting with a particular member, and you are the first one who started the fight. what is your attitude about and what are you going to tell your manager ) :
though i am rarely steamed, occasionally, it happens. after taking some time to myself and calming down, i will think of the most rational way to solve this problem. i'd probably apologize to the member, along with a cup of coffee or tea or something sweet as a token of apology. unless it is a very severe subject or an injury has happened, i would not tell the manager.
( the ceo is planning to add another member after your group debut for two years. what are you going to do about it and what is your reaction. if the 'additional member' starts to practice with the whole group, what is your attitude toward her ) :
i wouldn't mind, and would greet her with open arms. assuming that i'm older and more experienced, i'd try my best to guide her through and make sure she's always in a positibe state. if she needs help, or encouragement, then i am always willing to do so. this happens often in many other groups, and although fans may have mixed reactions to this news, they soon adapt to it and accept it later. as long as we have a relatively good bond, the new member might even bring us closer together. and that, is a very lovely sight.
the romance
( love interest ) : park chanyeol.
( backup ) : jung yonghwa.
( birthdate ) : 9.27.92
( nicknames ) :
— channie / yeol // shorter version of his names. // exo, fans.
— channie / yeol // shorter version of his names. // exo, fans.
— pcy // he thinks it sounds cool. // him, his fans.
— happy virus // he's cheerful, happy, and spreads it to everyone. // everyone tbh.
— here // a play of words on yeogi and "yeolgi". lila jokingly points at chanyeol and says her home is "here" (chanyeol) // lila.
— happy virus // he's cheerful, happy, and spreads it to everyone. // everyone tbh.
— here // a play of words on yeogi and "yeolgi". lila jokingly points at chanyeol and says her home is "here" (chanyeol) // lila.
— yeolbo (honey) // a play on yeobo and yeol. // lila.
( personality traits) :
positive : optimistic, passionate, peppy, charming.
neutral : relatively chill,observant, honest, romantic.
negative : loud-mouthed, careless with words, hot-headed, obnoxious.
the cupid
"sweet pea, you look hella better when you smile."
( first meeting ) :
they are the complete opposites personality-wise. it's hard to see such a quiet girl interacting with someone as boisterous as chanyeol.
yixing had suggested that lila go out to eat with him in celebration of her debut. she agreed, and dressing in the plainest clothes ever to exist, she met up with him. what yixing didn't bother to tell her was the fact that he brought a friend.
the horror! lila, with her drab face and casual clothes—t-shirt, shorts, jacket, and doc martens—and two finely-dressed men waiting at the table.
yixing had suggested that lila go out to eat with him in celebration of her debut. she agreed, and dressing in the plainest clothes ever to exist, she met up with him. what yixing didn't bother to tell her was the fact that he brought a friend.
the horror! lila, with her drab face and casual clothes—t-shirt, shorts, jacket, and doc martens—and two finely-dressed men waiting at the table.
her flustered apologies seemed to interest chanyeol, who looked on with mild amusement. and so they dined, with lila looking away every two minutes or so because she looked absolutely awful compared to the others—
chanyeol had told her she looked pretty, only to rile up her phobia of talking even more & rendering her mute.
yixing quickly explained how lila was afraid of talking to complete strangers (not to mention, extremely attractive ones), and chanyeol seem to understood it immediately.
so yixing and chanyeol did most of the talking, while lila would mumble a response every now and then.
before leaving, chanyeol slipped a napkin in her hand.
i'll help you overcome your social phobia. text me-
pcy.
( interactions ) : chanyeol is the complete opposite. he is loud, cheerful, highly social, and makes friends with everyone he meets. lila is quiet, passive, antisocial, and seems to dull in the background during group interviews. she reminds him of a much quieter version of suho, and aims to help her. the two mostly talk over the web, sometimes calling. when they meet, lila is still quite shy, although she is slowly warming up to him. during their interactions, they both like to make up puns for each other. chanyeol often calls her 빛 (bich), meaning light. (because li-ght.)
chanyeol oftens introduces her to new idols and encourages her to talk, much to lila's distress. his presence reassures her, though, and so she tries her best to maintain her calm and converse.
the two are good compliments; chanyeol brings lila out of her shell and adds life into her, while lila tones him down and brings out a more mature side. (in addition, their height difference is quite appealing.) both are fond of making and creating music; sometimes, chanyeol will sneak over to visit her and they'll perform covers using lila's loop-recording software, and chanyeol will post them on instagram.
chanyeol oftens introduces her to new idols and encourages her to talk, much to lila's distress. his presence reassures her, though, and so she tries her best to maintain her calm and converse.
the two are good compliments; chanyeol brings lila out of her shell and adds life into her, while lila tones him down and brings out a more mature side. (in addition, their height difference is quite appealing.) both are fond of making and creating music; sometimes, chanyeol will sneak over to visit her and they'll perform covers using lila's loop-recording software, and chanyeol will post them on instagram.
on-stage of music shows or reality programs, chanyeol and lila will ackowledge each other with a wave, and chanyeol will drag her to meet new people with him, though it raises slight questions and hidden rumors, both are oblivious to this; chanyeol is reckless and does things impulsively, while lila is much too aloof to think of such things.
( relationship ) : just friends, though they show interest in each other.
( the secret keeper ) : she's told jihyuk, who immediately said "no" because according to him, he looks like an arrogant player. (which is irrelevant, because jihyuk, himself, is an arrogant player.) rian says she approves of him. yixing hasn't been told by her, but he seems like he's up to something.
( ending ) : SURPRISE Me!!!!!!!!!
the goodbye
( comments ) : this is um. my first apply fic.
( questions ) : -
( scene suggestions ) :
•slumber party in the dorm!
•road trips to events?
•weekly idol or their own reality show!
•DRAAMMMMAAA plis
( password ) : whimsical.
( honeychan )
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