I found it's weird when we stopped contacting to each other. It feels like yesterday we shared a laugh. It feels like yesterday we shared a tears. It feels like yesterday we shared a joy. We did that together . We did it everything together.

But now, its kinda awful when fate told us to stop talking to each other and pretend like we never know each other. Don't you know how hurt it is?

Why everything have to turn like this? Why do you need to leave when you're the one who i needed the most?

Is it fate to be blame? or us? Its kinda painful when i see you laughing without me . when i see you crying but i couldn't lend you my shoulder because there are someone who already lend it to you. Don't you know how painful it is?

Will time heals all these pain and give back all those good memories for us to create again? will you all come back ? i don't know if im the one who is wrong.

I have heart which has soul in it. i can't blame my heart because it hurts itself already.

But why? why exactly things have to turn to be like this kinda situation?

I miss our joyness. I need your shoulder to lean on . I need you silly jokes to make my day. I need you by my side whenever i cry or smile. Have you ever need me like i need you? i guess not.

So please live well and eat well. Stop crying and move on. If we ever be like we used to be, there's a lot of things i wanna tell you, friend. I guess this is it. You need to know, if you ever need a shoulder , i'm here for you to lean on and let all the sorrow .I'm here for you.