Dear Sulli

Choi Sulli

She was loved by everyone because of her bright personality, beautiful smile everytime she speaks, energetic whenever she gets excited. 

We even called her Human Peach because of how close she resembles that pretty fruit. She has pinkish skin tone, along with the perfect face shape. 

A very close resemblance to Peach. She grew up as that idol we loved and cherish. She sings, she dances prettily, just like what she had been dreaming of.

Every single time, she is there, making us feel better and happy just because of her presence. 

And in time, she had grown up to be a woman in her most sparkling years. She is an adult, not that innocent teenager who knows nothing about life.

As time goes by, she bloomed and tried to show the world the different side of her. The new version of being adult. The fresh air of becoming a woman.

Of course, things changed. 

Suddenly, the world is up against her because she isn't what people had pictured her to be anymore. She wasn't innocent anymore. She wasn't that bubbly anymore.She wasn't the old Sulli anymore.

Instead, she became more ier, more elegant, more colors had painted all over new journey. 

Every scars, torns and wounds people had given to her, were kept inside her soul

Before it turns out to be ugliest monster that killed her in the end.

She wants to live, she wants to keep breathing but she can't do that anymore

Because the only way to end the pain is to die alone

And she is right.

Now, everyone is mourning. 

Perhaps, those who had been torturing her, are also grieving just because everyone does.

The amount and taste of hyporcrisy is beyond the ability of someone could imagine.

 

She just wants to be accepted into the society. She just want to live her life freely. She just wants to be called Sulli.

Little did they knew that she is still the same Sulli they had known her before. The one who finally changed it was the society.

 

She isn't here anymore and that's the most bitter and painful reality that we need to accept.

 

Rest In Peace, Choi Sulli. You will be missed, I love you. 

1994 - 2019

 

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