the more im walking toward you, the more it turns to be walking away from you.

Why everything have to become like this way? I can't even think about those memories because it gives me a lot of pain that will be bring the tears in my eyes.

Looking at you itself hurt but what can i do than just looking at you from far away. Why do we need to act like stranger? why do you need to have her?

Its tiring to pretend like im strong. Its tiring to pretend like i dont care at all. My heart hurts so much like no one can heals it.

is this the ending? i don't like it.

Why are you so happy but my heart soring day by day just by looking at you. Had all those good days erased? we can't never be back like we used to be?

i don't know it is so hurt like i couldnt imagine it. i need those memories back but it is painful for me to memorize it back.

Am i stupid? am i a fool? am i a dumb? thinking about you while you dont even think about me. how fool i am .

I can't even think about it. About how good we were back then but now , everything is changed. those good days were dissapeared ,those laughs had gone away maybe forever.

Why am i always hurted? i just wanna stop crying because it gets boring but why and why is this so much painful?

im tired and bored with these tears and sobbing. i wanna smile back and happy like i was .

Goodbye then. I dont think we could be like we used to be. please be happy with whoever you are with. this is fate which told us to walk away from each other. goodbye, my friend.