Teaching English as a Second Language...Is that a bad idea? HALP
I've been in a conflicting state lately....My first choice for college was majoring in Nursing. But ever since I started listening to K-pop three years ago, things have changed. I've become more interested in the Korean culture and the language, I've done research about the country and everything and I really like it. One day I was on YouTube and came across a video of a girl teaching English as a second language in South Korea and I thought that was pretty cool. I've done a lot of research on that and realized I really liked the idea of teaching in a foregin country.
Now I'm not the best at English (even though I'm a native speaker) but I didn't realize that I was being taught nothing in high school until I got into 12th grade honors english and was like-- "WOAH I gotta brush up on my skills.", but I'm not terrible at it. I am very interested in the Korean culture and language and not because of K-pop and K-dramas (though they did play a huge part in why my interest started XD). So teaching English there would be really cool to me. Plus I LOVE kids, like my god, they are adorable little s and I wanna squish them >.< So I could teach little/ younger kids pretty well becuase I know how to handel them.
However...
There's an obstacle in my life...
My grandma...
She doesn't want me doing ESL or to even leave the country. She says I'm stupid for wanting to do that and that I won't make it over there and this is all really steaming from the fact that I am African-American. Yes. I am Black. Well, mixed technically because my mom is White and my dad is African-American/Hispanic/Native American. But by law, I am Black and I have light/tan skin. We all know about the whole "fair skin" thing with South Korea (Or just Asian countires in general) so she thinks because of my skin color people won't like me, I won't be able to find a job an what-not. She's putting me off on the idea of doing ESL because of things like that. It's just a scarey thought and I'm afraid of not being financially stable. On top of that, she thinks the only reason why I want to teach in South Korea is because I have an "obsession" with Koreans and that I'm trying to find a Korean boyfriend/husband. Okay, 1) I don't have an obsession with Korean PEOPLE it's their CULTURE and more of an INTEREST and 2) I don't have time for boyfriend , I'm 18, I don't play that right now. No thank you. Plus, if that was the case, I could just take my up to New York and stalk out some Korean guys in Korea town. Hell, I could go to Richmond and find a few. BUT it's not that.
AND ON TOP OF THAT MOUNTAIN
She says if I do ESL, then she's not going to help pay for college and that I'm going to have to figure it out on my own...
I honestly don't know what to do. I really like the idea of teaching English in South Korea, but I'm afraid of it not working out and me wasting my money on it.
Can you guys please give me some advise? It would really help.
Do any of you do teaching ESL in Korea or any country? If so, how is it working for you? Is it hard? How'd you find a job? Is it really as amazing as aome people say it is? Or is it just a fantasy?
*le sigh* The struggle is real >.<
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