hi guys! I just want to make a quick blog with me ranting and complaining...yes, i want to apologzie in advanced.

I just feel totally and completely alone at times...out of the loop. ALL my friends are either engaged, married or has kids.

It drives me crazy because i havent even dated in the last, god knows how long. I just find it difficult meeting new people and especially a guy

i would like to go out with. Everyone is always younger than me and i barely meet anyone my age.

I DO NOT WANT TO GO ONLINE DATING!

It just...gives me the creeps. I dont know what i should do. I feel stuck, and my sister is also having a baby, which i am happy about but at the same time i have a feeling i might feel left out even more once its here.

It just sometimes you know, and i have no idea what im gonna do.

I dont think i'll ever meet someone. I'm 27 for god's sake! Don't say im still young because I AM NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER XD lol.

I'm just a little depressed and lost...and confused. When will it be my turn to be happy?

I mean i am a little happy on my own but it would be nice to have someone to support you and share things with.

I dunno...

What do you guys think i should do?

Do I make any damn sense? lol.

Anyway i will hopefully have updates done for u today!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Chao!! <333