This blog post represents my opinions, and my opinions alone

I'm quite confused right now, as what I suspected for a long time has, in its ways, been proven. . . and that doesn't feel too great, but somewhat of the truth has been revealed. To me, at least. If you don't agree, then that's the way it is. 

I recently watched the unofficial music video of Catch Me If You Can: the version with Jessica. It was nothing but fun for me as I've always wanted to see Jessica in it. However, it also started other thoughts in my head and they might be somewhat dark, deep and offending to others. But they are a reflection of what I feel and I can't stop my feelings. 

What I basically thought was that Jessica's lack of energy and enthusiasm, compared to the other girls, showed me quite a lot. What it showed me was a rather large lack of interest whatsoever on Jessica's part. Call me bashing or an idiot if you like, but it's impossible to deny the mistakes and general lack of determinism or emotions from Jessica. 

And this made me think of the rumors of Jessica's plans to stay with the group for one more album, and I believe it to be true. Because otherwise she wouldn't have a reason to set up her brand out of nowhere. But she did it last August, out of nowhere, and it was quite timely for the group's next album they planned for this spring/summer to be released. After the album's release, I believe Jessica had plans to withdraw from the group in order to focus on her other dreams and interests, fashion being a large passion for her. 

Before you start thinking anything, I want to say that I don't hold any resentment towards Jessica or OT8. I'm trying to be realistic and put a perspective into a situation that is, and probably always will be, so very unclear and confusing. I support all of the girls, together or apart, and I believe in them all.

As hurtful as it might be, but it's the truth when I say that Girls' Generation won't last forever. The members will eventually, on a professional level at least, part with one another and I've come to face that fact and accepted it. Jessica's departure made me realize it very deeply. The same goes for other groups in the k-pop industry, or the music industry in general. Nothing lasts forever, so treasure it will you still can. 

This blog post represents my opinions, and my opinions alone