Hi there :) 

It's probably weird that I'm writing an open letter to you, but here's the thing.

I haven't been inspired to write Chanyeol's fic. I have to be honest and say that this is bad. I usually get excited over the first few chapters, but I dont understand why I am so scared to write this one. I know I update every other day, but I dont feel the drive to do it. I apologize sincerely. This is what's going through my mind:

a. I'm scared because this is the first time I'm doing a mature themed fic. I will not involve a graphic and ty -kind of narration, but uality is a theme of the fic. 

b. People find ah reum weird. I guess ah reum is not tour typical one dimensional OC? She is very philosophcal, and people might hate her views.

c. People expect too much from the yeol fic because apparently, the baekhyun fic suceeded with high expectations? Can I really do that? 

d. I've been too concerned whether people will like the fic or not. And I shouldn't be. I ahould write from the heart.

e. My new writing style is not liked? 

f. See, I started to become conscious of being likeable. It's bad, I know. Perhaps I just want to write a really good fic for all of you guys who support me. 

I apologize for anything wrong I've said, if there's any. Hopefully, i wont get discouraged just because the chanyeol fic isnt well received so far.

But still, a commitment is a commitment. I'll continue writing the story. Hopefully, you'll like it too.

lastly, my deepest gratitude to all of you. I mean it. Thank you guys so much. :) 

See you in the next update 

Sincerely,

kyuhyunwifey (Jo)