IM JUST SO HELLA FCKUP

have you ever thought to end the life youre living now? if yes , same goes to me .

Everyday,everynight everysingle time, everyone always gives me an attitude that i can bear no more. they speak harshly, dgaf to me like im not exist on this earth? like wth is goin on duh. im just so tired for having feelings, tired to cry , tired to yell like a mad girl . They'll be nobody will listens to me even if i shout as loud as i want.

Nobody will listens it . And i thought like "oh i have friends so why not i share with em" but life is cruel already . i sent a lot of mssges on my group mssger . i put a lot of anger , sadness to them at least they will reply with some stupud jokes like hella make my day but ....

no one answers it . no one . i feel like this is fcking hell like im gonna shoot the head of them . they should die . i ended by leaving the messger alone and read their lovely mssges together . why am i the only one who puts a lot effort but no one sees that?!!!

im so up . i dont have anyone . i only have my family and friends but they are really ing es that only use me whenever they need the advices . whoap so this makes me think that i picked the wrong friends instead . yes i do think about tht . They never ask me if im ok , they never ask me if im doing well .

ok . im just so done . with the of ppl makes to me , the y attitude they give to me , the miserably hilarious things they said to me , this going to make me dont trust ppl anymore .YES THIS IS IT .

im going to be happy,yet the , yet the cold girl yet dgaf to all the sick ppl . dont get wrong guys, im already a but now im the true . i dont need friends like all of you, go die and you better now ok , i dont care if youre broken or not . I REALLY HOPE THAT MOM WILL TRANSFER ME TO ANOTHER SCHOOL AND I WILL HELL FORGET ALL OF THEM , ALL OF THE THINGS THAT RELATED TO THE SCHOOL. I WANNA VANISH AND TURN INTO A NEW PERSON THAT NOBODY KNOWS . GOD PLS ANSWER MY PRAY .

you sick . im sick . yes im sick . sick of the ppl , sick of the s ya all gives to me . yes then call me , i hate being naive.

so anybody read this post?, nope? well ikr. im alone

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Pandacafe
#1
Never mind I know wut happened now, I feel so bad for you, such a sad blog post.I hope you can transfer, because if you transfer you can get REAL friends, sometimes you can't trust anyone in the world.
xui-jin #2
yeah ... i know how it feel be up , dumb by the ppl who never be appreciate you existing or the kindness that you made .
yet please you need to stay strong .. the motto " i don't give a "need to hold it tight .