My feelings about my so called

Uhmm.. I know some will not read this but I will just write this to express my inner feelings about the whole thing, my otp. I know it may sound ridiculous like I took my shipping way too seriously well I can't do anything about it I just got addicted to my otp also known as TaecYoon yes, Taecyeon and Yoona. I'm a hardcore super hardcore shipper since 2010 aside from me being a sone they're also the reason why I stick to kpop cause there was really a time that I want to quit this fangirl life but because of SNSD & TaecYoon I stay. Ok get straight to the point why I write this is that I almost lost my feelings about my otp that's why I lay low for now its because I think they are better off friends and Yoona is happy now. As a shipper of the other ship I may sound selfish but I'm lil bit hurt that Yoona is happy not bc of my ship but bc of the "guy" how evil of me right? and to think I'm a Yoona stan in the first place. Because I ship them hard I always got into a fight with her bf's fans cause I always kept mocking him on twitter before I said bad things about him and now I regret doing that. So I've realized that this is so tiring I think things way too seriously like shipping. Yeah this is so ridiculous such a boring blog but I just want to say this that I let go my ship now I choose to support my bias tho Taec is also my bias. Don't worry tho TaecYoon will always hold a special place in my fangirl heart they're my no.1 otp for fcking's sake its just the time is not the right time. You may say I'm a crazy shipper but I don't know but this is what I feel all this time sorry I'm so sorry. If you'll think after this I'll gonna ship Yoona x seunggi then no I'll only support Yoona its her decision anyway, its her life and as a fan we can't do anything right? in the end we are just fans. Time will really tell I mean it if something will really happen to taecyoon in the future I'll super congrats them if not them I'll just support them individually with no hard feelings. It was fun, exciting shipping them like I think that they're so perfect for each other every taecyoonizen will think that also but because of January.1 it was destroyed and I was so dissapointed, frustrated all negative feelings I feel that after I heard the news but I know I need to accept the reality so I'm doing it no bitterness now. Hwaiting Yoona and Taec! be happy I know Taec will find a special girl also he's an amazing guy :)))

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smsoown #1 Jun 1, 2015 19:05:45

It's your choice!
But fanfics is what makes us shippers escape reality!

GSL1999 #2 Jun 1, 2015 09:58:43

I feel the same too:( but keep the faith! If they are fated together r they will be together. Please continued I a its fanfics and stuff about taecyoon! I won't hate on lee sung gi but still I rather yoona and taecyoon! :)

500sunny500 #3 Jun 1, 2015 09:49:38

I think I understand how you feel. When Yoona revealed that she was dating Seunggi, all I could think about my fanfics, which were supporting her with someone else. I personally ship Yoona and Seunggi together, but it wasn't as strong as my other ships. It felt really awkward and wrong to write about her with someone else other than her boyfriend. Although I was in the position of supporting her because I'm able to support her with anyone, I could never really bring myself to write about her again.

I don't think shipping too hard is a bad thing. In fact, I used to ship Yoona with Taecyeon and Donghae so hard, I couldn't think of writing anything about them. If you find happiness in it, then great! Keep shipping it! I see some people still shipping Yoona with other people despite the fact that she's dating. Just be aware if you're going overboard with that ship. I do like how you're admitting to yourself that you can now support them, even though it's supporting them individually. It takes a lot of guts to do something like that! :)