Hey guys!!

You guys probably saw the tite. Yes, this blog update is yet again about my crush. I sincerely apologise for my annoying you guys, but it's just that there's not many people for me to tell all this to, because I just don't feel like letting them know. 

So today, Friday afterschool was raining (well, it still is) here in Sydney, since it is winter. 

Because the guy I like is in Yr12, I want to see him as much as I can before he goes off to university, but on some days, I can't stay behind at the bus stop to see him, because I have a schedule (lol I sound like an idol).

So, seeing it's a Friday, I wanted to see him so I can have a happy weekend. (eww, I'm so disguisting) 

Originally, my friend was gonna miss the bus and wait to see him with me, but then she went on the bus and like I said, I wanted to see him. So, I stand there at the bustop in the rainy, cold and dark weather wearing my old, thing jumper while I had a stomach ache. 

And guess what? 

He did not show up.

I'm kinda disappointed that I didn't get to see him. In a way, I should be feeling angry or annoyed....but I don't. I just feel so empty, knowing there's not much time left for me to see him. 

I feel like there's something missing and I just feel so lost and it's like there's an itch that I can't scratch.