I'm seriously thinking about deactivating this acount. I lost my best friend and I am too depressed to write anymore. I'm trying to go numb so I can forget the pain her ending our friendship has caused me. If I get my muse back I will make a new account and repost my stories maybe even add new ones but right now I just can't. All I've done is fight back tears all day and I don't want to wallow in depression and self-pity so going away is the best thing for me.