No we didn’t have another year to experience that tingly feeling… 2007 was the only year we got..

“You seem so close to him now. Why? What’s going on? Are you two…?” “Stop being an investigator, would you? I’d never like him.” “But your parents are friend with his so it’s good if you two can get along.” Out of no where, he was there… It feels really weird as if what everyone has been saying until then was true, we seem closer than just by looking at us. “Never going to happen”

“How was it yesterday? Get caught by the Geography teacher?” I don’t want to hear it… I really don’t!!! “Hey, you told us about going to America, when?” the sad news spilled from my best girlfriend “At the end of this school year, sometime in June.” That’s when I know we don’t have to argue anymore. “Really? My family will move too. Where are you going?” he speaks up “Texas” “Uhm… I guess is something to be expected” He just smile and went off to talk to his friends… What does it mean? What do you mean?! “It would be unbelievable if you go to the same place as me” he said “What do you mean?” “Didn’t you hear? He is going to America this year. There are two other kids are going too” This is really unbelievable!!! Our paths crossed too much!!!

Because I am going to live in America, I want to continue to keep in contact with my friends. I added all of their username on my Yahoo! Messenger contact list. I don’t have any intention to have him on my contact list at all, but there he is adding me through his friend’s contact list. More and more things doesn’t make sense, also, what am I even thinking of? I like the guy in my basketball club not him!

“Stop thinking and start dribbling!” I joined the basketball club to make myself taller, I practiced to compete with other school. I feel the best when I am at the court… Nothing can be better than playing balls with friends. I also secretly like a guy in this club, I could say I depend on look a lot during that time. He is pretty handsome… But his friend is totally not. “You! Stop staring in space and play!” “Why are you yelling at me?” He went off the boat and start to curse me off when I did nothing wrong. I feel off and start to cry… “I’m sorry, I went off the boat. I won’t do it next time so stop crying” “Why did you tell me this after you curse me off?!” “Yah, I said sorry!!!” he ruffled my hair and start to walk off.

I came to be more friendly with boys easier than girls… If you could see me, I only had two girlfriends and others are boys. The fact that other girls always look at me is because I play with boys. “Hey, we need to go see him.” “He is going to be there too.” “Yea, my cousin said he will drag him alone, and that pig too.” “You three go and play with boys again?!” Said the person who has nothing to do with this. “It’s best if you would stop asking me and go on with your life… Thank you for adding me to your contact list. I’ll contact you well.”

I never know it would be something called untangled in my dictionary. Have I told you about my neighborhood friend since diaper yet? It is just someone I would pour my anger to… Also, we shared embarrassing secret. Sssh!