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I know I haven't exactly been active on aff recently... and I haven't been writing even though I want to... sorry about that D; but I'm just really really busy and I have finals and other stuff to deal with so there's really no telling when I'll update next... I'm backing out of the writing contest I originally wrote The Vagabond and The Playboy for, but I'll still be writing that fic... it's just not gonna be for the contest anymore... and I already have the first bit of chapter 89 of Hidden in the Shadows written, but I haven't finished it...

I probably won't update anything for the next few weeks ago, I'm sorry D;

should I change my aff username? for privacy issues... but then if I do that, the dozens of ad shops and poster shops I've requested from will still have me listed as jackieway when my username is gonna be something else... O.o will my username link be different? assuming that people actually read this, can those of you who've changed your username is the past tell me if the url's gonna be the same?

to those of you who've bothered to keep up with my life, my math SAT was a bit over a week ago and I decided to keep my score and when I find out what it is, depending on how well (or horrible LOL) I did, I might/might not keep it...

I WAS GONNA TAKE IT IN JUNE BUT THEY DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH SPOTS LEFT AGH SO IM MOST LIKELY GONNA HAVE TO TAKE IT IN OCTOBER

I'm frustrated at life in general lol and literally everything important from school is due in the next two weeks or so... AND THEN THERE'S FINALS AGH literally all my grades are borderline... my math grade isn't exactly wonderful, my history, lit, and spanish grade are just barely A's and they're probably gonna drop when finals come and my history grade is gonna drop at least 3% because I failed a quiz and my grade in chem is less than half a percent away from an A

JUST WATCH ME DIE IN THE NEXT THREE WEEKS LOL

maybe I should start studying sometime soon...

but yah ANYWAYS I stole this from chanberry and I should study but ehhhh I kinda wanna do this too so XD

1.) Put your IPod on shuffle
2.) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.) Have fun!
 

ok so I don't have an ipod so I just went on my tumblr and let the background music play... by the way if anyone wants to keep up with my life, http://silent-elfling.tumblr.com/rants 

1.) IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY', YOU SAY?
"love you to death (taeyang)" well LOL I guess that works XD

2.) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"paper heart (f(x))" ehh it kinda works?

3.) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"paradise lost (ga in)" THAT MAKES NO SENSE OOPS and I know that gain can technically be written as one word but it looks really weird to me and it looks like the word "gain" so I just write it as "ga in" lol that was completely random

4.) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"trap (henry)" IM TRAAAAAAAAAAAPPED IM TRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPED in school for like 7+ hours a day O.o I kinda want summer to come because school is stressful for me but at the same time I can't see my friends that often during summer and I have SAT prep and calc classes during the summer and ewww D;

5.) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"12:30 (beast)" uhh ok this doesn't fit oops XD this is irrelevant to the actual question and I'm just ranting here but the lyrics say something like "we're like clock hands at 12:30 with our backs to each other" and it's actually really creative but 12:30 isn't exactly back to back... I've always thought it should have been at 6:00? LOL but I guess 12:30 sounds more... romantic? I don't know how to describe it LOL

6.) WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
"at least I still have you (sjm, korean version)" BY THE WAY ALL THE SONGS ON MY TUMBLR PLAYLIST MOSTLY CONSIST OF BALLAD TYPE SONGS BECAUSE I PERSONALLY THINK THERES TWO SIDES OF KPOP: THE "KPOP" SIDE WITH THE CATCHY TITLE TRACKS THAT ARE REALLY POPULAR AND ETC LIKE GROWL AND SORRY SORRY AND THE BOYS AND FEMALE PRESIDENT AND EVERYBODY AND RED LIGHT AND I DON'T NEED A MAN AND CALL ME BABY AND MAMACITA AND LOSER AND BAE BAE AND AT THIS POINT IM JUST LISTING ALL THE TITLE TRACKS I CAN THINK OF ON THE SPOT HOPEFULLY YOU GET THE POINT LOL, ANYWAYS, THE POINT IS, THERES THE "KPOP" SIDE, AND THERE'S THE BALLAD-TYPE SIDE AND EVEN THOUGH I LOVE BOTH SIDES EQUALLY, I HAVE A THING FOR BALLADS OMFG AND THIS SONG IS FKN BEAUTIFUL AND IT MADE ME CRY... BUT THE WEIRD THING IS THAT EVEN THOUGH I'M CHINESE AND I CAN UNDERSTAND MOST OF THE CHINESE VERSION, I PREFER THE KOREAN VERSION AND I KNOW THE KOREAN VERSION BETTER THAN THE CHINESE VERSION LOL

TBH I THINK I KNOW MORE ABOUT KOREA THAN I KNOW ABOUT TAIWAN LOL AND EVEN THOUGH I WAS BORN AND RAISED IN AMERICA I JUST FEEL LIKE IT'S WEIRD THAT I'M MORE FAMILIAR WITH PARTS OF KOREAN CULTURE THAN PARTS OF CHINESE CULTURE O.O

7.) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"again and again (2pm)" O.o

8.) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"with you (bap)" ok this is another one of those that makes no sense O.o I LOVE THIS SONG THOUGH OMFG

9.) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"fiction (beast)" THIS IS TRUE OMFG I SPENT HALF OF MY TIME DAYDREAMING/FANTASIZING ABOUT STUFF RELATED TO MY FICS BY THE WAY IVE NEVER UNDERSTOOD HOW TO DO THE DANCE FOR THIS LOL IT LOOKS EASY BUT I DON'T ACTUALLY KNOW HOW TO DO IT

10.) WHAT IS 2+2?
"special (lee hi)" okay so I don't know much about lee hi and I don't listen to that many of her songs, but from what I've listened to, SHE'S TALENTED AF OMFG

11.) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"can't let you go even if I die (2am)" YAS MUCH ACCURATE I DON'T HAVE ANY ONE BEST FRIEND AND SOME OF THEM HAVE AN AFF ACCOUNT AND SOME DON'T, BUT WHOEVER YOU ARE, YOU KNOW WHO I AM, AND TO THOSE OF YOU WHO PROBABLY WON'T EVER READ THIS, I LOVE ALL OF YOU TOO LOL

12.) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"black pearl (exo)" WELL I LOVE PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN DOES THAT COUNT LOL DOES ANYONE GET THE REFERENCE O.O

13.) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"haru haru (big bang)" well okay that's kinda irrelevant O.o BUT OMFG I LOVE THIS SONG BUT IT USED TO MAKE ME CRY SO MUCH WHICH IS WHY I KINDA AVOIDED LISTENING TO IT BUT I LOVE THE SONG ITSELF OMFG THE GIRL IN THE MV IS PARK MINYOUNG AND SHE'S IN CITY HUNTER AND I LOVE CITY HUNTER XDDDDDDDDDDDD WHEN I FIRST WATCHED THE MV I HAD TO SEARCH UP THE MEANING SO THAT I COULD UNDERSTAND IT BECAUSE I'M ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE AT INTERPRETING MVS OMFG O.O

14.) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"moment of farewell (kyuhyun)" well... I like Kyuhyun and when I meet him (if I even do LOL) I'm gonna have to say bye to him? OK THAT MADE NO SENSE OOPS XD BUT CAN WE TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE THIS SONG AND CHO KYUHYUN'S VOICE AND CHO KYUHYUN HIMSELF HOLY FKN CHEEZITS THIS IS MY SECOND FAVORITE SONG ON THE ALBUM NEXT TO AT GWANGHWAMUN AND IM PRETTY SURE KYUHYUN HASN'T SANG THIS LIVE YET THIS IS LITERALLY THE ONLY SONG ON HIS ALBUM HE HASN'T SANG LIVE YET I WANNA HEAR A LIVE VERSION THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL HOLY FKN CHEEZITS

15.) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"time (troublemaker)" I actually really like this song omfg time and 듣기 싫은 말 are my favorite songs by troublemaker... time isn't exactly very positve but I love ballads so XD

16.) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"expectation (girl's day)" ok this one and the one above should be switched or something LOL when I first started listening to girl's day, I only listened to the songs that came up on pandora... female president, expectation, don't forget me... and I didn't watch the mvs until so much later and at first I absolutely HATED them but I've grown to love them XD MINAH IS SO CUTE OMFG SHE'S SO FKN CUTE IT'S NOT FAIR DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD; AND HER VOICE IS AMAZING OMFG DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD; this is irrelevant to expectation BUT YOU KNOW YURA'S RAP DURING FEMALE PRESIDENT? I CAN ACTUALLY DO THAT RAP OMFG I MUST HAVE REPLAYED THOSE 10-SEC SECTION HUNDREDS AND HUNDREDS OF TIMES AND I LITERALLY SPENT AT LEAST 5 OR 6 HOURS TRYING AND FAILING TO DO IT BUT I CAN DO IT NOW OMFG THAT'S THE BEST I CAN DO IN TERMS OF RAPPING I CAN'T EVEN TALK IN ENGLISH WITHOUT TRIPPING OVER MY WORDS I CAN'T RAP IN KOREAN TO SAVE MY LIFE LOL I HAVE A DEEP RESPECT FOR FOREIGN KPOP ARTISTS, ESP. RAPPERS OMFG

JIA FROM MISS A IS AMAZING BECAUSE SHE'S CHINESE BUT SHE CAN RAP IN KOREAN AND I ADMIRE THAT OMFG ALSO SHE'S AN AMAZING DANCER AND SHE'S FLEXIBLE AF AND WE KINDA HAVE THE SAME NAME LOL HER NAME IS MENG JIA AND MY CHINESE NAME IS WEI JIA (TOO LAZY TO WRITE OUT THE ACTUAL WORDS) AND EVEN THOUGH THE "JIA" PART IN HER NAME IS A DIFFERENT WORD THAN THE "JIA" IN MY NAME, THEY SOUND THE SAME SO LOL

17.) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"the chaser (infinite)" well I like to chase after (figuratively not literally because I can't run to save my life omfg) things I like? I LOVE THIS SONG THERE'S JUST SOMETHING ABOUT IT THAT'S REALLY REALLY CATCHY AND MAKES YOU WANNA REPLAY IT OVER AND OVER INFINITE IS UNDERRATED OMFG IM NOT A HUGE INSPIRIT BUT I REALLY ADMIRE THEM FOR DANCING IN PERFECT SYNC OMFG ALSO WOOHYUN AND SUNGGYU HAVE AMAZING VOICES

18.) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"sorry (f(x))" well I'm always afraid that I'm always doing something wrong... or annoying people... or... *inserts huge long list of other stuff that I won't actually bother typing out because I'm lazy* but I apologize for so many things lol

19.) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"without you (gdragon)" I'm afraid of living without you... <3 lol what am I doing I don't have anyone like that in my life D;

20.) WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
"baby steps (tts)" ok I don't exactly want babies right now LOL BUT I'LL TAKE BABY STEPS IN ORDER TO IMPROVE MY LIFE I GUESS LOL DID THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE

21.) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"maybe tomorrow (ryeowook)" maybe they'll give me food and hugs tomorrow? THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS HERE ON AFF (IF YOU'RE READING THIS BLOG POST AND ASSUMING YOU'VE READ THIS FAR, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE XDDDDDDD) WROTE A FIC WITH THE SAME TITLE AND IT'S KINDA ISH BASED ON THIS SONG AND I LOVE HER FIC OMFG I USED TO DISLIKE RYEOWOOK'S VOICE BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS TOO HIGH AND NASALLY FOR MY TASTE BUT THEN I REALIZED HOW WRONG I WAS OMFG KIM RYEOWOOK IS ONE OF THE BEST VOCALISTS EVER

22.) WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE?
"at gwanghwamun (kyuhyun)" THIS SONG YAS OMFG WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS SONG AND KYUHYUN'S SONGS IN GENERAL AND KYUHYUN IN GENERAL OMFG

anyways, to those of you who've actually read all of the above, thanks for reading LOL half of these don't even make sense XD yah this what I look like when I randomly rant about stuff... well actually I swear a lot more but I have to keep the swearing down...

it's kinda weird how I rarely swear out loud but I swear all the time online O.o

baii XD

feel free to steal LOL