Tao updated his weibo today, saying "I'm sorry. Gratitude."

what does this mean.... *slumps down*

I know I've stated in the last post that I'll stay calm till he says anything, and I have.

but now that he's said something, I don't want to think...

I want him to mean that he's coming back and he's sorry for the rumors, I want him to mean that he would still be in EXO...

I want him to stay so much that I'm in denial.

Remember what Tao always said to us when there were rumors?

He told us, "Believe in me."

He used to tell us to believe in him. To believe in the fact that he's not going to leave. To believe that EXO will still have Tao.

But this time, he didn't.

He didn't say "believe in me."    Instead, he said "I'm sorry."

If he was going to stay, he would have added a "believe in me" in that post, wouldn't he?

He just told us that he's sorry...   that's it.

I thought that EXO will remain 12.   I thought that Kris will be the only one to leave.   I really thought that Luhan would be the last one to go.

And I really believed that EXO will be stable again after everything. I believed that EXO will be stable as 10.

I just don't think I can handle EXO without Tao...

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