it's so thrilling,, us dating secretly. but we can't risk ourselves so that's why we keep it secret. tbh, I am still feeling hurt whenever I remember what had happened between us before this but duh, I want to fix everything,, not running away. I've done enough of it. I really love you~~ the proof is look at how many months we haven't talked to each other but why was it so hard for me to just erase you from my heart and mind. I thought of you every fxcking day. every lyrics in the songs would remind me of you and us. and finally when I got tired running away from the fact that I still love you, I gave up. I won't run anymore. I'll just stand here, spending our remaining months before I quit school. life and school is gonna be so hard but I believe in US. we'll make it through. till the end