What If. [Whaccha Think?]

well, this was a one shot...? I just thought about... Well, it's not complete yet...? Please tell me how you feel about it...

`Eyes looking at each other... Eyes looking at each other... One pair of remaining eyes...`

`Oh you really look happy, you look happy when I see you, so beautiful that its sad...`

ZiTao looked at YiFan as his booming laughter echoed through the room again and at YiXing who made him smile. YiFan looks so happy, more happier than when he's with ZiTao. His heartached.

`I don't hate him, I don't hate him because he make you smile like an angel...`

ZiTao stood next to BaekHyun as they stood on the stage, pulling on a fake smile. He looked toward YiFan and saw the latter was holding hands and YiXing was whispering sweet nothings to him. YiFan's face lit up at YiXing's every word, so bright that ZiTao felt blinded.

An angelic smile will decorate his face as he gaze toward YiXing, and ZiTao was glad. Even if the smile was not for him, he still gets to see it. 'That's why i don't hate YiXing'

`Oh oh yeah, words that became a secret before I said them... Oh oh yeah, that's why I wasn't for you...`

ZiTao was going to get a glass of water at the middle of the night when he stopped on his track. In the balcony were YiXing and YiFan, hugging and cuddling each other.

"I love you, YiFan." a blush decorated YiFan's face as YiXing said it. ZiTao's heart felt like it may stop any second. He wanted to be the one who's embracing YiFan. He wants to be the one who wants to say those sweet 3 words to YiFan. But now, it's just in his heart and dreams.

`Two eyes looking at each other... The one remaining pair of eyes, the lost eyes...`

ZiTao looked at YiFan's and YiXing's happy face together. They really are made for each other.

YiFan leaned into kiss YiXing, gazing at his eyes intensly. Firework exploded inside him as YiXing's soft lips met with his.

But in a distance, ZiTao stared at them, a single tear rolling out.

`The two eyes, tightly shut... The eyes that are too late... The eyes that lost you...`

ZiTao knew he was breaking into pieces as he laid on his bed. His frame rocked as he sobbed into his pillow. He's always been strong, but he just couldn't take it anymore. He was too late and now he had lost YiFan from his life.

`I'm becoming more and more sorry, looking at you with these kind of feelings...`

ZiTao glanced at YiFan as they once again, finished a concert. Sadness was clearly seen in his eyes as he watched YiFan continue with his happy life. He felt really sorry, he didn't want to burden his bandmates with the stupid emotions of his. So he excused himself to the restroom.

i'll continue latr cux i'mma sleepy... ::

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neon9520
#1
sleep well :) i like it... Please continue..
StarShipSailor
#2
I COMMENTED. :) Yay XD Please write this? And the sequel? Oh yeah! ... I'm still working on that mafia!au fic... And tests are coming up. My life. OTL I suspect it will be up in aff by November OTL Any earlier and I'm a very lucky person TTATT SORRYYYYYY
StarShipSailor
#3
Heol. I'm so proud of my wifey <3 But that was sooo sad. Why we write angst so much? TTATT My poor spoilt prince...
noloveintheworld #4
DAEBAKKKK TTvTT