Guys I am so totally not myself....Ryu from Mr.Mr left...and although I support my baby whole heartedly I miss the hell out of him! 

All of you die hard exo fans who biased luhan and kris know EXACTLY what I'm going through. Although I biased them both as well it didn't affect me too terribly much.

I'm so hurt...and sad...and I feel so alone! I know they are idols guys but I like the idols no just because they can sing and look good! But because they show their true colors!! 

Ryu has a beautiful soul and it kills me that hes gone now...I don't even know what to do...like...I feel so numb...

I'm sorry for going on and on...idk!