Before you brick me , plz listen to what i have to say .

I truly meant my words back then ~ 

I'm not all talk ! 

It's just ..my mood swings are no joke ! 

My self-condemnation too .

It's like at a moment i feel everything is bad !! bad ! bad !! BAD !

It happens to me with drawing too xD

When i see a beautiful pic worth-drooling -on (AKA TEENTOP )

I feel like drawing ! 

OMG I WANNA A BLANK PAPER NOW !!!

moments later ..

you have me whining 

" what the hell ?? why is the original so pretty ?? why is mine so EWWW ?? "

Then i slam the sketch and give up ^^ .

However in rare other times , i become so determined ~ 

So i'm definitely  a really chronic mood swings victim ! 

However many comments opened my eyes .

I 'm really gonna work extra hard to stop being like that , to stop comparing and complaining .

I'm gonna do all i can to improve ~ 

I'm gonna enjoy it ~  ( Depending on my mood and circumstances  of course xD )

I'm not gonna rush ! 

{So expect  slow updates unlike the usual ,  my readers who know me before as "I update daily or two days a time " type of author )   } 

I wanna thank all of you who supported me and took time to persuade me .

 excuse my mood swings n insecurities..  think of it as April's fool.. ok?  

Although it ofc wasn't my intention to troll u guys xD 

Bec my words show i was really feeling discouraged. 

Now i have something to ask ! 

I wanna know whatever you guys feel made you improve .

I already have a plan of my own , i'm gathering a lot of tips and doing researches ~ 

My tips up until now ~ 

Ex : 

1) Read READ and  READ  ! 

I tend to read two times at least , once as a reader to enjoy ! 

and once to improve and pay close attention to the words ,  phrasing and  vocabs . 

2) I'm currently reading "If i stay " by Gayle forman . (I'm turtle-ing though lmao ! )

3) I'm even considering reading kids' short stories ^^ .

4 ) draw on real life experiences such as bouncing back after an injury or dealing with the loss of loved ones .

The next one i don't know how to perfect though >.<

5)  I wanna improve my setting description and characterization .

6) I'm considering walking around with a pocket dictionary lmao ! 

Any ways , the list Goes on ! 

Hugs you all ! 

<3<3

P.s 

I'm not doing this bec of any one in particular , i really didn't give up .

Lisa ~ ! 

We are usually  in sync ! 

And me coming back means you should too *Pouts *