SCREAms *

 

 

I'm appalled to realize  .. Updating has become a matter of tenacity to me , as it seems . 

 

IT's like im being stubborn arguing with my obligations that won't give me time to think or be that creative

" You don't want to give me time ?  fine , I'll still update just to prove I have claim on my time . " 

 

Writing is one of the few things I do for entertainment , it's something I do and call " I do that for myself " as opposed to my obligations /studying . Now it may feel a little bit rushed or forced ..

readers should be able  to tell if a writer enjoyed whatever they wrote .. So my readers  , do you feel I enjoyed writing recently ?

 I think that's the main reason why I feel something is missing .. Maybe i'm being too busy acting stubborn towards my obligations that am focusing little on enjoyment , relatively .  It's complicated since im nearly fully satisfied with my recent updates but there's still that feeling of uncertainity . which is making me sulk .. though it's kind of funny in a way .

I hate studying and obligations when they do that .. some times they trigger inspiration , others they kill it . 

 

 

 

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Damina66
#1
Hey cutie~ So umm... how do i say this? I don't really think the quality of your updates is bad but I still think that I know if you had fun while writing or not... I think it's sad that you feel the need to update and I just wanted to tell you that you don't need to if you don't feel like writing... I don't really have a solution for your problem since I have the same problem but... don't force yourself, okay?
yumisawanga
#2
Hello it's been a while! To be honest though if you feel obligated to update your stories then don't because I used to do that all the time. Now when I look back to those stories I think to myself "wow this is really bad" and even I can tell it's rushed with no thought. It really is best to take your time and write your chapters or stories when you know for a fact it's for your own enjoyment because the outcome is way better. I do this now and even if it takes me months to update I enjoy writing way more this way because its on my time, and I'm sure you will too.
marioo #3
You have do really well sis.Dont force yourself and take rest because i know that u have been busy,just update when u feel want to update it.We always believe in u.<3.I hope u have better feel soon,and good luck.Love u always dont stress.Take u time to heal it.*^▁^*.
thesilentsiren #4
youve done realy well so far <3
dont force yourself, youve been busy lately <3
just do your best and update whenever you feel its right, you dont have to rush, we believe in you <3
your updates are beautiful and im proud of you for updating, they turned out perfectly, hopefully you'll feel better soon noe <3
sorry and good luck <3