Hi :)! 

Hmmps!!!!! Let's talk. 
This is my third acc on aff hahaha, i have one for reading fic, one for posting fics and this for posting blogs XP 

Soo... identity asides. 

I have this friend of mine, he is a guy. Pretty good looking, imo. AND HE'S A FLIRT. A total flirt arse. 

We were just normal friends, like not very close. He was closer to my best friends so we hardly talk. But there was one day, when i was studying for my exam at my hostel (i used to stay in a hostel bc i studied overseas, but now i'm back in my country!) He came up to me and simply said "hey ____" "Would you be my girlfriend?" I WAS SO STUNNED TBH I THINK I ACTUALLY BLUSHED BACK THEN. But i knew he was flirting so i replied "Sure" and he just walked away. :| 

And i spent the fifteen minutes ranting to my friend how shy i felt, hands off my books....... 

Then i would always feel awkward when me, my best friend, him and his friends go out tgt in big group. Inside i'm always thinking, so was that a joke? if it's a joke, are we going to continue playing it or not? But he has never brought it up again. I could see him looking awkward with me too. He would say things like "you're so cute" / "you're so pretty today" making me feel shy whenever i see him. 

The second time was when i was walking to my best friend's place with him. And i met another of my friend. He whispered to me and said "if she asked us if we're together, say yes ok" im like okok. HE'S LIKE GIVING ME FALSE HOPE EVERY SECOND.

So so, because of all the flirtings he did, i would always think that he might like me, right? (would you?) :/// 
yeahh..... 

but one day i was scrolling down my instagram and  i saw a picture of him and his GIRLFRIEND. 

so that moment i was like, crystal clear. Totally got the point, no more unclear thoughts. It's all just flirtings. Just flirtings D: 

However, despite having a girlfriend(they're still tgt and i got it now that with him its all flirtings ONLY), he is still flirtings with me. 

He be like "if you're as pretty as that celeb i would break up with my gf and be tgt with u" "you're hotter than the on-zen" "you're cuter than the softtoy" (i laugh hahahh) on snapchat.

Sobs :| 

Yeah that's how it's like now...

x
Mel
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