I have made this blog as my diary so basically It will filled with rants or rambles.. 

So, I got flu.. Not a bad one, but this quite make me can't standing straight Cz the dizziness I just can't.. So I prefer laying on my bed in this state.. 

But then as I lay on my bed, my mind goes around.. I have suspicious about myself.. (maybe I read too many angst or mystery, haha)..

I think my brain has just been team up with my body to make this excuse.. Yeah, an excuse to not do what I'm supposed to do.. I have some kind of responsibility, something that I have to achieve before this half year, but it's not that easy.. And maybe I'm scared or too lazy to do that.. Writing was also my excuse, but since I'm done writing.. I need another excuses.. So yeah, my brain has been team up with my body to create this sickness.. 

My brain said, "Let's get sick, so we don't have to get through that hard times.. That's sounded great, right?"

My body responded, "Okay, Deal! "

And that's the reason why I'm here, locking myself in a room and do nothing but enjoying this sickness.. 

What The Hell with this conspiracy??? 

(I guess I'm too much into kill me heal me, lol)

Sorry, bye..