For 13 stories I have written these years, it mostly talks about insecurity.

One of the main characters in almost all of my stories had that insecurity issues.

Because insecurity is the thing that mostly relate to myself.

 

I have touched depression issue 4 times.

Taekwoon's characterological self-blame in The Starlight House

Jihyo and Mina's trauma in Comeback, Brother!

Jae's bipolar in What Should I Do?

 

I also mentioned suicide 3 times.

Jihyo's intention to jump in Comeback, Brother!

Mina's slit wrist trial and intention to jump in Comeback, Brother!

And once in my unfinished story

Hana's intention to jump in Promises

 

I ever thought that jumping is the most effective yet beautiful way to end the misery, because it's like flying. Flying freely like a bird. That's why I mostly mentioned that method in my stories. But now I changed my mindset. Because NO! Nothing beautiful in suicidal, whatever the methods. Once again NO! I shouldn't ever think that way. NEVER THINK THAT WAY ANYMORE

 

but in all of the suicidal trials in my stories none of it really happened.

They were all saved.

Saved by strangers, saved by brother, saved by friend.

No one die.

 

Because that's what I want to be happened in the real life too.

A help.

From anyone

 

Wiriting and reading in this aff is like a healing. 

 

Sometimes I write the story because I want to comfort my self through the characters. And sometimes, the reader could also comfort me in the way they comfort the characters through their comments. I hope somehow my story can also comfort the readers in many kind of ways.

 

 

I hope you have a nice day today, tomorrow, and so on.

Let's live happily