My determination faded aways somewhere and that is evident. Work, studies and the need to relax and hang out with my friends took over my time and I actually have no regrets. What's more improtant - dropping a few lines here or spending a few hours with my friends drinking coffee and laughing? The answer is very clear.

I am moving forward with my diploma paper and I HOPE that by the end of this week I will be done with reading everything for it atleast on around 90% and then I will be able to start writing. Writing happens a lot more easier to me than reading because that's something I enjoy doing a lot, so I believe and hope that it will go as good as I think it will. The theme is fan-fiction as a tool to help improving writing skills in form 7 and it's actually very interesting. I learn tons of things about writing and creative process while doing the research and it's super interesting to read the works of the children. I am happy about my theme and exited, but I believe I won't write and edit it very seriously until the last few weeks when I will have no other choice. How lame but very typically student of me.

Even though I love my theme I don't care about the end mark I will receive. I just want to get over with it (contradicts with me procastimating... hmmm) and graduate. I want more time to be creative and active and do things that I love pararely to working and not thinks of this big DP. Few more months and it all will be over and I will be on vacation and I simply can't wait!

Speaking of writing I am starting a new teenage AU with Leo x HongBin (click HERE) and I believe it will have at least 3 chapters. I am also slowly working on second part of "Ray of Sunshine" which would then link with "Thorny Road" which will be continued with some very very heavy angsty and distrubing stuff. I have no dates in my mind as of when I could post anything, but I hope soon. Writing fiction and also writing diploma paper will be fun and challenging, but I don't want to drop writing fiction. It helps me to clear my mind and sometimes to cry out some things and I need it as my personal therapy.

Now I'm off to lunch, maybe some more reading and then writing the new Leo x Hongbin and maybe even updating today!

Hwaiting!

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