My thoughts while writing "Youth, beauty, blood - and love"

Ah, so here goes my first blog post.~

I'm not much of a blogger, but I need to share my thoughts about working on my multichaptered fic.

At first... I wrote !!! I hardly believe it. I write it for the second time in all, and for the first time in English. I really fear if it's good or not... Though I'm a maximalist and was contented with it after correcting two times, but I'm an anxious type so I'll be worried till someone writes a comment and tells me it's not bad at all.
Also, I wrote it YeChul! They're a really extra couple for me, they're rare so I haven't read much of them, and thus it's not so easy to match their personalities... but that's the challange about writing them. :)
But that's not my reason writing Yechul. When the idea of this fic popped up in my mind, I dind't think of Yechul... I had the last couple (I won't tell yet! :P) in my mind, but Yesung had to go through certain things before he can meet him and so Heechul seemed the perfect person to take him through this. :D
And now you may wonder why I call him Jongwoon in my fic if here I write Yesung... you'll see in chapter three why he had to change his name (maybe, you suspect it from the prevous two ones too). And I want to use his stage name during the most of the fic, so used his original name in the beginning. :)

Second... is it strange that I make this couple romantic too? Or does it come out romantic for you too? I wonder if it's weird, but well, I'm so into fluff, it's my "one true style", favourite in reading, so when I write, it also comes out... though, this fic should be a bit darker. :/ So I'm trying to create a dark-romantic atmosphere. XD Otherwise, I plan a happy ending, so I can't make it complete angst until that either. That would be the most weird of all possibilities.

Woah, I'm not thinking so much about how to tell in English what I think! Yesterday, I also caught myself wondering in English... I guess it's slowly becoming my second native language. Which is good. :) That helps me writing quicker. :) Are you happy, my readers? XD I'm just joking, I know I don't have many regular readers, and maybe no one will read this post. Anyway, I just had to write all of it down. :)

Okay, I stop blabbering now, because I'll have an exam in four days, which means I have three more days to prepare... and I didn't do that much of preparing before... so I'm going now. Support me! It's my hardest subject this semester.

Thanks for reading!~ ˇˇ

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