Nightmare Despair

 

Have you ever had a nightmare? A bad dream where some people chase you and you just couldn't run away from your spot? An illusion whereas you witness how you one is being killed by somebody else's but you just can't scream your lungs out?

 

I had mine... since I was three...

 

And I'm still having even I already passed the age of twenty three...

 

 

During the evry first time it hunted me, I was walking on a dark road with my mother who has a weird voice at that time. The place was a secluded area and there were so many cross signs around painted in red. I was asking my mom where we will be going but she just asked me 'why' with the same weird voice I never even remember she uses. I was complaining that time about having a flu until I tripped and fell on the ground. I was asking for my mother's help but she just continue walking and told me that the cross signs around will protect me... from who or from what, that I couldn't answer until now. Then she ran and vanished away from my sight, leading me to cry until I woke up.

 

Another weird dream I have was during college, I was sleeping when my friend barge in my room and stares at me. I know who she is but the thing is, I couldn't see her face for it was all dark. I am certain that it's her built, her hair... but her face was blurred. She just keep on looking at me and I couldn't move my body so I shout for her help... but she just ignore me.

 

That dream was almost the same I had last night... I was sleeping again when I woke up and found two black girls looking at me. Trust me, when I say black girls, I am not talking about the race or complexion. I am talking about two ladies whose hairs are shiny black and whose faces are hiding behind them. They were starring at me like a dentist whose busy cleaning my teeth... but they aren't dentist. Heck, I don't even know who or what they are...

 

 

I almost reach the point whereas sleeping is a burden. I don't want to sleep anymore, for they might hunt me again. But then again, I could only sleep peacefully if I have a lengthy prayer and a rosary with me.

 

But they are still there... waiting for me to forget praying... so the they could enter my thoughts again.

 

How about you?

 

Have you ever had a nghtmare???

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butterscotchzeine
#1
now that you mentioned it, i remembered my most terrifying nightmare that might as well be y phobia : getting lost . it was always the same, i am walking in a deserted highway with no one in sight and this overwhelming fear and sadness and longing to reach home suffocates me til i become a crying mess. i always wake up with tears whenever i undergo such a hideous nightmare T^T
asmeva
#2
I had when i was at elementary school and university... sometimes i had it nowadays. But.. i just uhmm tried to forget it. It was just nightmare. However, i had these ghostbumps when i read your blog.