In the middle of this chaos, I hope people will learn and stop being judgemental.

Being an international fan is hard. You only rely on news, watch your faves from afar and could only hope that SNS will somehow help to bring them closer. You are goading to buy all of their merchandises because you know only those things will make you more of a legit fan. Supporting their outputs make you happy. Watching their shows without even knowing what they were saying hurts your brain but it's fine, everything is fine as long as you see them laughing.

However, cameras can fool thousands of international fans.

Behind those laughs of your idols, they are probably suffering.

Behind those hit songs, they are probably dying to compose better sets.

A 'fan' can't even help them to lessen the burdern because they have to be perfect...

...and people are too judgemental, waiting for them to commit mistakes.

TOP is the most vulnerable one now in Bigbang. He's emotionally unstable. He probably feels embarassed for disappointing his supporters and family. He might blame more of himself by thinking over and over again as to why he has to do things before. He has his own fault but we don't know why he commited them. He might be feeling lonely during that time. He's probably depressed. Who knows he was thinking about his future and to some uncertainties and insecurities he has in life.

But TOP is a human. He has all the rights to commit mistakes. He's not perfect.

Yet people around will claim imperfections too. Thus, they will rub his wound more by judging what he has done.

GD is the next in line. He has upcoming shows that may or may not be delayed base on TOP's situation. His hardwork may or may not earned fruitful returns because of the trashy talks people are pointing out on his group. We all know how serious he can be when it comes to his craft. He probably had sleepless nights, revising things over and over again. He is the perfectionist leader who doesn't allowed mistakes on his outputs.

But GD is a human. He has all the rights to feel tired and demand some rest. He needs to be paid off too for the job well done.

Yet people are willing to push him back to give way to TOP's situation. If he pushes through with his activities, people might call him selfish leader for carrying out the plan. People are willing to sacrifice his hard works just to put TOP as the main dish of their daily gossips.

Then we have Taeyang, Daesung and Seungri. They were awfully quiet since the day the news broke yet we know those three are affected as well. If GD's comeback will be delayed, Taeyang's comeback will be delayed too. So does Daesung and Seungri's solo activities. Behind their goofy smiles, we are aware that they are dying inside.

Do you know the saddest part of this situation? International fans can't do anything but pray. We can only watch them getting hurt. SNS can't even properly help cuz the more we push them read our encouraging messages, haters criticisms will cover our words first.

Can people stop being judgemental and demand reasons first before they throw accusations?

The reason probably isn't enough to justify the situation but it will help to address the main issue...to address where it hurts.

-MINAMI-