My p.e instructor humiliated me today. And I'm just so mad I don't know where to pour all these angry feelings. 

She yelled at me in front of the whole class saying "Sira ulo". I'm not really sure how to translate that in English, but it's like: You must be crazy? Not sure but yeah. It's something close to that.

I really hate it when people's eyes are on me. But that's what exactly happened.

I'm already in college and it's probably the worst thing that has ever happened to me in school. Not even when I tripped in front of my crush, I made a snot bubble, I was caught sleeping on class. None of it ever had an impact on me. But this one did. She said she was going to drop me out of her subject and I did not even do anything. I was always present on her class. 

She never even explained to my explanation. 

I have a low self-esteem and me being humiliated in front of the class isn't really helping. 

Like really low self-esteem. I often walk with my head hung low. Sooooo..