Nov 7, 2015

It's a good day. I mean, Infinite Effect in Manila (though I'm not an Inspirit, I know there's a lot of Filipino Inspirits here and yall are so ing lucky. Happie-yiyoes ahosss!), the second day of EXOluXion in Tokyo Dome—which I know hyped a lot of EXO-Ls all over the world especially the Japanese. And hey, I enrolled, which is a good thing because I was on the verge of stopping for this semester, but yay! (lol no not really)

And then there’s it. The moment everyone held their breaths and the fandom lost its .

Especially my .

Oh Sehun’s abs finally made a debut and said “hi!” to the world. Like damn it everything’s so beautiful. I mean, he’s always been and will always be beautiful in my eyes, but let’s be real here: I’m an almost-legal hormonal teenager who’s barely surviving college, and fantasizing Korean men. Duh, of course seeing such a beautiful piece of abs would hype me.

And at night, the announcement for EXOluXion in Manila was announced. And I’m like: people a hormonal teenager can only absorb one by one calm yo horses down.

But yeah, it was officially confirmed and the ticketing starts on Dec. 5,and the actual concert is on January 23. Like I just enrolled earlier and I can’t even believe how fast everything is.

Like seriously, I started tearing up and laughing at the same time because I can’t believe that I’m crying. Lol because I rarely cry. But aside from that, I really want to go to the concert. Like really really.

I wanna see Oh Sehun in person so bad. Like I’ve never been this attracted to anyone like this. Ever. And I don’t think I’ll ever feel this way for another! Yep. I’m certain. Lol

But since my family is in a financial drought, the sad thing’s I think I have a little chance of attending the concert. I mean, the ticket prices are no joke, and I don’t think my parents would fund me. Also, I don’t think I’ll be able to save enough for tickets and the fare and gosh I don’t want to be negative.

I’m not.

It’s all realistic thinking, but I don’t want to let go of this chance. I know this isn’t the only chance I’ve got but everything’s been so hard for me, and I believe I deserve just as this much.

Also, I proved that there are strangers who are more than willing to help you.

Meet my internet friend Irene. She’s from India and we barely know things about each other, but we have a deep connection and we’ve shared deep secrets and thoughts. Which is what I love.

She’s a very good friend, one of the best people I’ve met so far. She’s a beautiful person inside out and I think she deserves the best in the world.

I can’t believe that she wants to help me meet Sehun. Just the thought of her selling merchandises for helping me in the finances of ticket is such a big help.

Micha’s conclusion:

There are good people out there, don’t let this of a world change your thought about them.
Good things actually happen. Just wait and see.

P.S

I really wish to meet Sehun and go to that concert. Yep. Just wait for me Sehun baby. We’ll meet someday.

P.P.S

Dear Irene, if ever you get the chance to read this, I know you already know this but I love you