I still remember the time when I stayed by my older female cousin's side as she gets ready for the day she's anticipated for her whole life. I sat through those moments for three more times, imagining what it would be like to be in their position. A goddess for that one special day. I wondered what it was like to finally reach a certain age of maturity when you can be called a grown woman.

My debut is here. I'm turning 18. It's my turn now.

I'm quite scared and nervous because I've been dreaming for this day in so long. Counting the years to come before I reach this age and here it is. I'm going to be 18 in less than a few hours.

My party that I've been visualizing since I was younger would be put to place tomorrow. I'm going to be 18... It's happening.

February 21, 2015

The date I've been waiting for has finally come.