Say. What will you do if..

Two of your friends are in relationship. He is straight, she is straight, you are not that straight and you are in love with the latter but you can clearly see that she is also in love with the former.

She knows that you’re a biual but she doesn’t know that you have been hoping for the two of you to be together but now that she is in a relationship with your other friend, all your hope has crashed and it breaks you apart.  You decided to just keep it to yourself since you don’t want to ruin what they have and you are also afraid that she’ll freak out and leave you once she knows how you feel.

They are together.

You are on your own.

They are happy with each other.

You pretended to be happy for them also.

They look perfect.

That’s what others been been saying and you can’t disagree.

They complete each other.

You are broken and you can’t seem to repair yourself.

They have found their better half.

You can’t find yourself. You’re lost.

People see them as perfect couple. Destined for each other that’s what they say, and you are just some coward who can’t find the courage to tell the girl you love of what you truly feel. You just let them be together without trying to fight your love because you know that she’ll only see you as her Best Friend. cliché, too cliché.

You hate it, you hate the pain you’ve been feeling when you see the both of them being too sweet in front of you but you can’t hate them, not when they are freaking clueless or just dense of what you feel towards the girl.

You want to move on, be truly happy for them and accept them being together with all your heart but you can’t seem to find your way. You don’t know how or where to start. You are broken, too broken to even move on.

That is what I’m feeling right now, and it feels like hell but I don’t know what to do.

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Hey Folks, this is my first time writing a story please be good with me xD hahaha seriously, I accept criticism (but not that harsh, please) grins they can help me improve my writing. Regarding with my grammar hehehe english is not my first language and I know it is not an excuse to get my grammar wrong. Kindly help me, mmkay?