Tao?! Left EXO?! Too?! I scrolled my phone rapidly to make sure that this heartbreaking news is all true. 'Am I dreaming now?', I asked myself. 'Am I having a nightmare when I'm not even sleeping as i sat straight at my seat at the back of my classroom?', the voice inside my head said again befpre I turned my head to see my besfriend who already sleeping soundly besides me. 'Or.. Maybe.. Hmm.. Is there any possibilites for me to enter this sleepyhead nightmare?', I pinched my tight hoping that this was dream but 'ouch,yashhh',I growl to myself when I can feel the pain. 'Hmm.. So,this is not a dream huh?'. My face remain emotionless but my heart was trying to hold back my tears. If not I might end up crying like a mad woman in this class. Now,my head, my heart and my mind was empty. I cpuldn't see the happiness once again.Eeverything seems to be so dark and hopeless now. I feel so numb. I think I'm gonna be out of my mind anytime soon. I already lost my mind ever since Luhan oppa and Kris oppa left EXO and I'm so sure it gonna become worst this time when my baby panda,Tao,left EXO too. 'Arghhhhhh!!!!!!', I mentally screaming out loudly letting go all the frustration I have in my heart now.

Bang!! "OUCH!", I whispered,my hand holding my forehead.My forehead hurt as Im banging my head hard onto the table in front of me,wishing that by doing that, I could lost my memory so I could just forget everything and bring myself