"HYUNG!!!!!!!!!!!"

i looked up to see Junhyung looking happy as ever

"HI junhyung.....why are you so happy?" i asked with smile on my face

"i'm so happy i got to see the person that captured my heart" he said with a lovee dovee look in his eyes

I'm really hoping that the person is me

"the love of my life"

Is it me?

"the person that makes me smile uncontrollably"

Does he feel the same as i do?

"the person that makes go crazy without that person"

after saying this he pulled me close and hugged me  and his mouth near my ear

i think he's going to confess to me maybe i should too

"and that person is"

"that person is Goo hara" 

"oh"   thats all i could say

when i heard her name my world just shattered

i could feel my heart breaking away

i could feel the tears start to from

but what my heart couldn't take was the next thing that he said

" hyung i asked her out today and you know what she said?"

"what?" i said weakly

"she said yes hyung!!!she said that she also has feelings for me and that she'll be mine"

oh no stop dont let him see my tears......too late

" hyung why are you crying"

"i'm just really happy for you" I lied

" omg hyung dont cry"

" nah dont worry about it"

"okay.......IM SO FREAK'N HAPPY is this what it feels like to be in love????"

"yes it is junhyung"

"well it is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" hyung do you have someone that makes you feel like this????"

"yes have i mean had" just before he could ask who i said"..........OH DEAR I HAVE TO GO NOW SEEYA!!!!!!!"

" Hey wait up!!!!!!!!" he yelled out

but i didnt stop nor did my tears

i just kept on running away from him

away from his talk of love that was never for me

his words kept on lingering in my mind

"junhyung you stupid stupid stupid boy" i whispered to myself

why didn't i confess to him

why did i have to wait for so long

why didn't i just tell those words

those words that are stuck in my throat

A FEW WEEKS LATER

i guess this is

they're really happy right now

im happy for them but i'd be half lying

but i'd be lying to myself if i said that i dont care if he's not mine

and i'd be lying if i said that i dont want him

i'd be lying if i said i dont love him

i have to let him go dont I?

i walked around the park one night and i sat on one of he swings

"Yong Junhyung" i said to myself looking at the clouds

"i'll let you go so please be happy"

" i love you"

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if you love someone, you would always want them to be happy right?

even if the person that doesn't love you back you would want to be happy with that person they love right?

would you let them go and go through all the pain just to see them smile?

 because their happiness is something that you treasure

a treasure that you'll be willing to give anything

even if its your heart

the end

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okay i know i at english and its mostly really stupid but oh well

i just hope that you found okay

thank you!!!!!!!