Hey another update.

I have the thought that this plot of mine is much better to YoonSic than to my own otp so yoonsicretives can celebrate now hahaha joke..

Anyway I hope you'll love it..

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At first I have that thought that what I've chosen to be is too insane..

Thinking that I have to be with people who have pschological diseases everyday will be such a crazy occupation.

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After 2 years of working as a psychiatrist in this specific mental hospital,I've learn to love my work and I grew fashion and interest on it.

I love this feeling that I get when I help people to their problem and cure them,I love it when I have to take care of others.

I just dont like them to be like me.

I grow without my parents love for they are busy with their own business.

No one ever try to be friends with me in school except to my one and only friend in college who is also a psychiatrist in other hospital.

My crush/first and only love broke my heart during my 3rd year of college.

I almost drop my grades that time thanks to my friend who slap me to face reality.

I can still remember her cute angelic voice,everytime she hum a song makes my world have slow motion, she wasnt that tall like me but her height is just normal for me and it looks cute.

Her serious/cold face reaction made me say "Gosh,she's my crush" ,yet when she smile it will make me eat my words and say "Shems,I knew it,I love Her"..

Not just because of those features,I love everything about her.........and that's the reason why until now I cant move on from her.

Even though thinking that she might be married now with her long time boyfriend whom shes happy to be with..Not just happy,I can say that she's crazily inlove to that guy...

That Idea makes my heart broke not just in a thousand or million or billion or trillions of pieces but zillions..

I wish all the happiness to you Jessica Jung

*Can you tell me how can one miss what she never had*

I went back to reality when my phone rang.

I immediately look at the caller and seeing that it was my one and only friend in college I quickly answer it

"Hello Hyo!"

I greeted

[Hey Yoona,are you busy right now?]

"No,I just finish my things and because of flashback in my memory I forgot that I was about to go home,why do need anything,or help maybe?"

I replied

[Yes yes,can you meet me at Je Táime Cafe?]

She said and asked

"Ofcourse what time?"

I ask

[Right now?]

She replied

"Ok ok,I'm on my way..Gotta end the phone call now.Bye!"

I said

[Bye!]

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I enter the said cafe and sign,after almost 4 years I went back at this place,this place where my innocent and loving heart turn into numb which stop me to love again.

My feet walk by itself while some p