Being your bestfriend is one of the best thing that ever happened to me.

I never regret taking this place in your life,Yet this also have an disadvantage. I cant confessed my feelings thinking that our friendship might get ruin just because of this stupid feelings.

I will just stay by your side watching everyone giving you flowers,chocolates and any gifts.

I cant do such things.

And I will never do such things.

Just to think of, why would I offer flowers if everyone are already doing it?If your lawn are full of it because of your rich suitors who have theirs determination to court you?

I'll just sit here beside you.

I'll accompany you to your long journey and be a shoulder to lean on if you have problems.

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I lied down to the green grass in our university garden under the tree which have leaves that occufy wide space and give wide shade.

The air brushes to my skin,

I close my eyes and enjoy it.

This is my favorite thing to do during free time.

The silent environment every noon is relaxing me.

I can stop thinking about her and her bunch of suitors for awhile..

30 minutes had past,I sat up

And bring out my harmonica from my pocket amd started to play a hum.

The water is wide,

I cannot get over 

Neither have I wings to fly

Give me a boat that can carry two

And both shall row, 

my love and I 

"Hey enjoying the wind again Yoongie?"

This famillar angelic voice.

I smiled at the owner of it.

"Yeah.I am"

I replied

She sat beside me and lean her head at my shoulder

I hate it.I hate the fact that everytime she will come near me my heart is beating so fast like there is no tomorrow.

I just forget it and continue playing my harmonica

A ship there is 

and she sails the sea 

She's loaded deep

as deep can be

But not so deep 

as the love I'm in 

I know not if I sink or swim

I leaned my back

against an oak 

Thinking it was a trusty tree 

But first it bent 

and then it broke

So did my love

prove false to me 

I reached my finger

into some soft bush 

Thinking the fairest flower to find

I pricked my finger

to the bone 

And left the fairest 

flower behind 

Oh love be handsome 

and love be kind 

Gay as a jewel when

first it is new 

But love grows old 

and waxes cold 

And fades away

like the morning dew

Must I go bound 

while you go free 

Must I love a man 

who doesn't love me

Must I be born with 

so little art 

As to love a man

who'll break my heart 

When cockle shells

turn silver bells 

Then will my love

come back to me

When roses bloom

in winter's gloom

Then will my love return to me 

She sang the song

As the smil crept into my face

Because shes playing with the hem of my uniform

I bring back the harmonica in my pocket

And stare at the sky

"Sica,do you like someone out of your countless suitors and admirers?"

I randomly asked her

"Hmm....Why did you asked?"

She said still her head is resting at my shoulder

I look at her and notuce that her eyes are close

"Hey I'm your bestfriend and its my responsibility if someone hurt you,so I better should know who's the oh so lucky guy."

I reasoned out

"No need to know"

She said

I ceased my eyebrow out of curiosity

"Why did you say so?"

I asked

"First of all its a 'she',second I she's not one of my suitors/admirers,in fact I have this feeling that I will still be in the place in her life where I will just be a friend"

She looked at me straight to my eyes

I can see her holding her tears

I almost cried too

Its not just because I feel sorry for her for asking but I also got hurt because she like someone else

"Hehe"

She faked a laugh and look away

I clenched my chest to ease the pain and quickly wipe the tears which almost came up

"How about you?,Do you like someone?"

Her question runs to my mind

Should I take a risk to court her?

Should I confess now?

Is this the sign that she needed to know it now...

Another Idea bump to my mind

If you dont confess now,when?

If you dont confess now,is there another chance?

Then I replied

"Yes I like someone since then.

Do you think she will like me back?"

I asked

A hint of sadness crept into her eyes 

So I cupped her cheeks

"Your kind, caring, and sweet that why its not impossible for her/him to like you."

She said and smile

"Its a 'her' too.Anyway I know your sad do you have any problem?"

It pained me seeing her like this

I missed the sassy tyoe of her

"It's just.............I'm hurt yoongie.....She like someone else"

She said and cried I quickly wrapped my arms around her for comfort

"Dont worry,theres someone much better out there.All you need to do is to open your eyes."

I